I just read this for the first time. Ouch. I can empathize (though, not with the text thing)
As for the drinking, i tried that out not too long ago. It actualy works... but only while you're drunk. And even then you just feel a sort of despicable self-righteous pitty.
The one thing that did work for me (and i know it's cliche` but i bloody well adore the philosophy) is "there's plenty more fish in the sea."
It's true too. Plenty of better guys and gals in the whole wide world that will astound you and open you up to new things and wonderful times. Be a strong individual and live for yourself.
I guess that's my bit. Hope it helped.
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