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Originally posted by stubbornforgey
I almost cried when i read this..
I have been there and yes it hurts like a fucker..
When you think that after all the years
you have gotten over the pain ..but it keeps resurfacing .
My 1st husband left me for my bestfreind.
The dumbest thing about all of this ..she lived miles away and moved to aux..so i invited her to live with us (1st mistake) till she settled..
Asked him to get her a job at his company (2nd mistake).
The fun we shared..the secrets we shared..
3rd mistake ..was being too fuckin vulnerable.
I have never healed , despite my happy life now..ithe betrayal has wounded me so much..to date..i have enver befreinded another female in r/l.
When one tries to get close..i simply chase them away.
When one asks questions about my husband..I tell them to mind thier own fucking business.
Your better off ..
don't let that little slut know how hard your taking it as it gives her more power over you..shes loving every minute of your pain.
Start looking at other men..start looking for somebody else once you start to heal.
G.L and keep your head up girl.
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When I woke UP this MORNIN I felt LIKE I don't feel Anything BUT when I read all YOUR replies it seems LIKE I wanted to burst OUT crying AGAIN. Yeah, I hold my HEAD high. I even TRIED to congratulate THEM. Can YOU believe THAT? I tried to REACH to all THE clan MEMBERS that I'M no LOSER...that it's the TWO of them and NOT me. The PAIN is still HERE...too MUCH pain I don't KNOW if I can work NOW in the office without CRYING before my monitor. Pack that sheet!