[wood_elf_pansy]

I don't plan on asking advice from anyone else. I am done asking for advice. When I do that people always end up making me feel like I should leave the love of my life. But, in the end, I know we will always get back together. Yeah, he may be an alcoholic but, that is a disease. Would people leave there spouses because they had Alzheimer's? I don't think they would. The more I thought about it the more I wanted to stay with him to help him get better. We were doing ok mostly other than the fact that we were both on edge because of things that had been happening lately. He was drinking but, that didn't have as much to do with it as I made it seem. Yeah, it had A LOT to do with it but, not all of it. There was his job and us not having anytime with each other. Amoung many others. Well, we talked about everything and WE are both going to go to AA meetings and we are going to move so that where we live doesn't stress me out. A lot has to be done to get us to where we will be so much better off but, it can't get done if we are being stupid and seperate. I didn't marry him to get divorced. I want to be with him for the rest of my life. I want him to be in his daughters life full-time not just when it is convenient. You know?
Forget that I even posted this stupid thread. I just get so confused and worked up. When I get scared I run and I have been trying to keep myself from doing that.

Thank you all for your comments.
Trishia