[cheebacheeba]

I always think I'm right...I mean, I usually am right...but hey, there's times I'm not, and I simply won't entertain the possibility that I'm wrong until I have proof of the matter at hand.

I don't excersize nearly enough, nor do I stick to the type of diet I know I should...junkfood, takeaway...etc, always manages to make it in to some extent, regardless of the fact I can cook just about aything. This year I intend to fix both of those things...

I procrastinate...see, I'm almost 25 now, and only at about this stage in my life have I found out what I know I want to do, it's too bad when I think about it, I could be a fully qualified chef right now if not for having stuffed around, but I guess...lessons learned, yknow? as with most of our flaws and mistakes.

I worry too much about things I probably shouldn't...right now I'm terrified that I won't be "good enough" in the whole chef thing, even though I know I'm already pretty good, I worry all the time.
I always think any train I'm on is going to crash, worry about getting sick, I worry that people take things I say the wrong way, to the point sometimes I feel like correcting myself, I dunno...

I get angry too easy, like...furious. Especially when it comes to things not working as they should, eg - A few days ago, I just about punched a hole through a faulty dvd player...unfortunately, one of my dvds was inside at the time. I lash out, and break things...I don't attack people, I mean, yet...but I have entertained the possibility, I hope it doesn't come to that. I think I've got some aggression/anger issues, sometimes I just think about doing really nasty things to people. I'm going back into boxing this year if possible, hoping it might sort itself out.

I rely too much on audio/visual entertainment, when there's so much more out there, if only you look for it...something I'm also working on.

That's all I can really think of.
- B