[stubbornforgey]

thnx..
no there has been other stuff..
my mum sez it might be my maori side coming out..
Lately..I have been seeing dark shadows ..like somebody is running past me really fast..from the corner of my eyes..
or this lake that we normally go swimming every weekend has had a fluctuation of peackocks..(peacocks to maori are bad luck, especially thier feathers)
The other night while studying ..i swear heard my name being called ..not kat or stubborn.. or mum ..my full name ..kataraina!! and i swear it was our 10 yr olds voice.
I was home alone..n she called kataraina..
thats when i went outside n started bawling.
Em the sort of person that if i dream of crowds continuously ..guaranteed theres a funeral in the family..
shit like that...hence ..afraid of sleeping..or mainly not beig able to sleep anyways . .
:(