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This was totally uncalled for. No?
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Too bad you weren't here to answer the phone on the day the phone call was made to tell me that one of my best friends had just killed himself. What kind of message would you have jotted down for me at that time ? 'Best friend- dead. No warning signs. Don't try to call back. Too late.' ? Sorry if you seem to take offense at my more-than-serious approach at all the kids who wanna play the drama king or queen for the moment so anyone listening can rush up to babysit them. I quite obviously take it very personal and very serious. I'll repost the tune I pulled from my earlier post:
"In time when all the chips are down
My last hand has been played
You won't see the game conclude
Or plans we once had made
Win, lose, draw it matters not
I only play with friends
But you left no second chance
For us to make amends
My anger won't subside
Was it easy to decide
To take that long walk in the night ?
And now I find
That I can't buy back our time
I forever lost you to the night
Later when the candle's out
My wishes had been made
Except for one they all came true
From the friends that I parade
I couldn't have picked finer ones
If I'd ever tried
And none will haunt the way you do
From demons left behind
But I just can't be real
If I pretend to think and feel
I never heard the calling in the night
And when all my sins
Have left me stranded in the wind
I, and I alone will walk the night
Empty words fall silently
Too late now as they're said
Would you hear them when you laid
That barrell to your head ?
Without the brilliance of you here
No shadows of a doubt
To cloud the days we'd once shared
And things we lived without
But all those dreams
Have been drowned out by the screams
Echoing from somewhere in the night
I was always by your side
So will you return to guide
When it's time for me to walk the night ?"
This time I will leave it up for everyone who thinks they're having a bad day and it's the easy way out. Suicide is still the most selfish act ever. If you don't care for my thoughts or opinions, hellboy/ tripping or whatever name you're going by at the moment when you're not starting trouble, sending out pics of your manhood or trying to get under my skin for reasons unknown,
FUCK YOU, TOO !
CK