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I wouldn't change a thing.
Bad,good any of it.
welllll......
maybe I wouldn't have tanned so much in my early 20's.
If I had known what I know now...this is just a fantasy-I would have:
1.)Never bothered with so much school only to never end up finishing anything.
2.)I would have travelled-everywhere.
3.)I would have painted till my hands fell off and my eyeballs cracked while I still had the talent and tried to actually get my work looked at by galleries.
4.)Even though I have fingers left when I count my lovers,I would have only slept with 2 (they are the only ones that were worth my time)
5.)I would have walked away one particular day in my life and never looked back.
6.)I would have said everything I needed to say,especially the words"I'm sorry".
7.)I would have spent alot more time with my great uncle...who knew he wouldn't live forever?
Fantasy for the future,which I could make into reality:
1.)Make sure my girls are never like me,and never regret their decisions because they were made for the good of their soul and not because of what others want of them.
2.)To one day have some peace inside myself.
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