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I don't think anyone has the answers you need merchant.
But I do know that if you continue this line of thought,it can cause some serious depression.
You need to go do something for yourself-just you,that makes you happy right now.
And then you can tackle the 'why in the universe' questions.
I am really concerned when someone starts dwelling on this stuff because I started that when I was younger and it took 2 years to get out of that darkness.
And for your info-yes,there are good people out here.
We just get buried by all the shiney nasty people.
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