The actualy "dying" part don't bother me much, I mean unless you go in a particularly fucked up way...u know, butchered....I'm guessing the passing wouldn't be so bad, u know, not all that long a process....
death itself however - I think it'd suck IF the situation is just you becoming nonexistant...you know, everything you love, hate, dream about, "live for" and think just vanishes...on the upside, if that is the case, I guess you won't be around to give a fuck about it...
Personally, I can't even imagine total "nothing-ness", hard as I try, it seems impossible to fathom.
On yet another upside, how many different theories are there about life after death or some form of continuation? I mean, at least the odds say there's something out there, right?
I was pretty death obsessed a while ago,got myself all worked up about it, depressed n shit...even considered hypnotism just so I wouldnt think about it, funny thing is, one day, I just stopped giving a fuck, and now, I can't even MAKE myself worry about it, even if I try.
Try telling yourself that no matter how much it sucks, and how definate death is, there aint shit you can do about it....
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