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Here's my vent.
Tried hard to keep from screaming everytime my grandmother who has altzemiers(sp?)asked me the same question for the 50th time that hour,didn't know who I was or said something very disturbing to my children. Tried to remember that her poor brain was shrinking and she was in constant emotional turmoil because she relived the death of her husband,mother,brother,father over and over again.
Cried my fool head off, on the plane sitting beside a 400pd man in cheap seats, the whole way back from seeing her and my mom.
I miss my mom
I'm tired
My back hurts
It's too hot this summer
Cashiers are evil and mean and frown too much
Airplanes are scary and Airports are tramatic experiences
I am angry and I don't know why and there is no place to put it
Thank God I have this life though and I am not suffering like grandmother.
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