[starseed]

It was a curse when it first turned on at 17. It was really scary and I thought I was crazy.

But I got clairvoyant training and now it's a gift and I love it. Although I can see ghosts and demons and such. It doesn't scare me. I know I have authority over them and I know how to destroy the really nasty ones or any that think about messing with me. Usually they are more scared of me than the other way around. They aren't used to humans seeing them. (I'm talking about the dark ones - the nice fun beings don't care much and actually like being seen - it does surprise them when a human sees them though).

Who wouldn't like knowing when someone lies to you or hearing their thought. Gives one a big edge in this world. I'd never want to go back to being unconscious.

When I watch the news, I understand the dark forces on the planet that creates the stories. (i.e. wars, murders, depression, pain, destruction of the rain forest, etc.) It's just part of the natural evolution of things.

Clairvoyant development is a process. Layers upon layers of unconsciousness release and one becomes more and more aware of the world we live in. In development, there are layers of fear that one must move through - it's fear of knowing the unknown that keeps people from seeing. Look at all the thing people do to stay unconscious (watch TV all day - drink or do drugs - denial - bury oneself in work - obsess on relationships - etc. etc. etc.)Clairvoyance is all about knowing your own truth and being aware. One can use it to learn about anything. There is know way to know everything. In fact, the more aware I become, the more I know how little I know.

At one point I was doing a lot of work with alien abductees. Getting clients was easy since I wrote monthly articles about the UFO phenomena and there was a contact number. They called me and I'd "read" their experiences. It's far better to learn about aliens by seeing it for yourself compared to reading someone else's information in a book.

People come to me for help and I help them. And it's fun being psychic.

Horror movies dramatize the dark world, but it's far more real than people think. Were all psychic, even if we don't know it and that includes the horror writer. I've learned allot from horror movies such as:

*Communion = understanding alien abduction
*The Three Faces of Eve (not horror) = understanding unconscious Transmediumship
*The Ceremony = understanding fallen angels
*Star Trek Series (not horror) = many spiritual teachings
*They Live = what it's like to live as a clairvoyant - also how the dark grid controls the planet - very real concepts there

I could go on, but I need to eat.