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Originally posted by urgeok
i had an ex that gave me anxiety attacks .. only i didnt know what they were.
i think she is the kind of person that made people hit her in the past but i dont live anywhere near that world - i just internalized it.
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A few years ago I was in a similar kind of relationship. The man was a complete creep, but I never allowed myself to lose control. And I was pretty much a wreck. But I would get intense headaches and feel like the world was kind of closing in on me. I would have trouble catching my breath sometimes.
Eventually I did lose control a couple of times; both times I ended up causing myself pain rather than him (figures). It takes a lot to set me off, I don't get mad very easily. But when I do, I tend to take my anger out on walls and other things that hurt a lot when I punch them. I never take my anger out on other people, even when they deserve it. I always take it out on me....lol.