[allmykids]

Thank you guys!! I'm doing a little better today. I felt so alone and hopeless. You guys will never know how much your support means to me. I don't feel so alone. I went back and forth from rage to crying untill I felt I had no tears left to cry. I have been told I need to grow up. That this forum is childish and satanic. But with the Exception of my children I have gotten more support, love and understanding from you guys then anybody else. I will be back on later today and answer all the pm's. Thanks for the love I feel it and am drawing my will to keep fighting from it.