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		| Originally posted by barbra the idea that a man could actually get off by having his children touch him in a sexual manner, or a father that would put his penis into his childs body. how horrible and disgusting. What makes a person that way? Things like that make me think of sex as a curse and love a madness. Do people really mistake their love for their children as a sexual kind of love? I mean, it is either that or its some sick twisted issue in their id forcing its way out. You know I really don't know where it comes from, I dont think I could ever understand it. Dying children is one thing, but torturing children is fucking unfair.
 Im kinda crying now, and Im gonna sleep.
 Later
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 That's my whole issue.  I've always wanted to understand why, if i could then maybe it would help me protect my children better.  
I do know one thing, it has fuck all to do with showing "love" for them.  From what i gather it either has to do with this "being the first" and/or the meer fact it's the innocence of the child and that they have no concept.  Or they are actually physically attracted by them. 
Who the fuck knows.  What i do know is at the age of 2 my daughter knew that those worn't good touches and to tell mommy if they ever happened.  How fucked is that.  Nice shit pile world we live in.