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didnt think id make it, but decided i had better since its sam and its probably the most id ever read about u.
anyway, u learned a good lesson. whta it is? i dunno. but theres 2 things u can do here, u can try and take something out of it and move on.. or u can be a very angry, bitter motherfucker about it for the rest of ur life, taking it out on whoever whereever, talking siht about all them blah blah
considering its u sam... well shit dawg u really could go either way
anyways. ur like, 18. u got plenty of time to meet more shittier girls, worse than that, and then a 1-2 good ones, more shitheads.. etc etc
as for friends, shit, ive never had a group. had its good and bad points. good since i was never obligated to anyone, never had to deal with the drama, and bad becuz i lacked any sort of security. every class, every year, different people. now that im in college, havent spoken wit hardly any of em.
maybe for a while i wouldve been sad about it but i figure shit, if everyone were to move away from one another what are we to do? keep tabs all the time, callin bitches, flying out every few months to hang out. i mean fuck, it was fun while it lasted but guess what, iant meant to happpen. theres lots of other people to meet.
so im meetin motherfuckers now, flings, friends, etc etc... have NO idea where im headed, have NO idea if im gonna see any of these peopel again, if theyll be herre in a year, a week, or even tomorrow. is this fool gonna call me? should i hook up with him? no idea if ANY of these people are gonna be in my life for too long.. and guess what.. i dont givafuck!
in the end... its all in FUN! at least for me. but u seem to be more of a negative, deep type. i mean i can be deep, but fuck, life is so fuckin tipsy turvy whatever to be deep abuot everything. as in, gettin curveballs thrown in all the time. sometimes, ya just gotta take shit lightly, exactly for what it is, love it no matter what (good or bad), and move on.
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