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Originally posted by urgeok
i always figured no matter how much shit got thown at me i could handle it .. either weather it or bide my time until i could change it.
So far i was right ..
i went through a shitty loveless childhood,
being so broke i lived off of change i found (on peoples desks) on the nightshift of my shitty job - for 2 years ..
I weathered bosses that gave me ulcers, bad relationships i stck with, and a failed marriage that was called off while we were adopting a child from China.
i'm not going to mention the trivial things like a car being totalled 3 days after replacing a blown engine, failed furnaces or any other major financial setbacks that seem like they are going to kill you at the time
Shit happens as long as you are alive ... sometimes the balance is on the bad side .. the trick is to stay alive long enough to see the balance swing your way.
sometimes it just happens, sometimes the responsibility is on you to be strong enough to do something about it.
that being said ... if the problem is chemical/hormonal, etc ... its pretty hard for the rest of us to identify with it ...nothing i said above will apply.
Medication is probably the only answer.
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I have Bi-polor and it would take a long time to tell you all the shit i have gone through. I am going to the doctor on monday to get back on my meds. I know this will help some but I guess I need to get back into counsling too. I was doing very well for a long time but I ran out of meds quit counsling I figured shit i had counsling for 7 years. I don't need it anymore. But i guess i do. well thanks for listening. belive it or not you have helped!! and for that I thank you!!