[allmykids]

I felt alot like doing this when i was younger. infact i tryed but as usall I couldn't even do that right!! now i still get badly depressed but killing myself is no longer an option. just wishing the shit would stop!! You feel like just one more thing is gonna shove you over the edge. I am having a hard time right now. I cryed most of the night. I want things to be better but it all seems to big.