[Arioch]

LMAO @ this thread...Sorry I missed it...But, while y'all were sitting here making this thread I was out with my UBER Goth guy, and my AWESOME family, having Chinese food and THEN...Shopping at Hot Topic (even though I'm like 100 years old, but it's all good because I'm a VAMPIRE...LMAO)...Btw, they have some wicked cool new shit...THEN...We dropped off the kids and went to a Goth CLUB ...lol...With flashing lights and smoke....Actually, we were dancing IN the smoke *cough*...lol...and NOW, it is 7am, I just got home...

I wasn't talking about you specifically...but uh...if you feel you need to catagorize yourself *shrug*....

Who gives a FUCK what you are or what you are trying to be, I have been called everything in the book biker, skinhead, hippie, witch, redneck, hillbilly, and on and on. I dont think I ever really tried to label myself but if it came down to it yea I guess I am all those things and I cant change that about myself. I dont want to either I just dont see any reason to try and impress anyone because I dont think anybody really truly cares about me or what I do anyways, people, for the most part are all out for themselves and what is going on in their lives, I honestly believe that no one really gives a shit about anyone els, Hell I dont really give a shit myself. Sometimes I try to just to do the right thing, but am I really doing it for someone else or am I doing it for myself. DOes the person or persons really care that I did something for them or to they just expect it and years from now will they even remember my name. Who knows who cares. I am not my fucking khakis and I dont consider myself different, original, special or outside the mainstream, I have friends at least I think thats what they are, or are they really who knows? I love my lady, does she really love me who knows? I stopped worrying about this shit so long ago and just live my life the best way that I know how.

Paragraphs creeper......for the love of god:D