[Egekrusher]

Hey guys,

I'm not sure how to handle this. I just moved in with my soon to be stepsister, her gay cousin and her kid about two weeks ago. This is my first time not living with either of my parents. Well, she's really hot. She has a great personality, she has the most amazing eyes I've ever seen and her smile melts me. This is where the problem lies: I think I'm falling in love with her. I haven't felt like this about anyone in a long, long time. I fucking hate it. I'm so confused right now.

Also, she brought a guy home last night, and I'm pretty sure they slept together. I'm freaking out right now. I can't stop crying. I told myself I would be ok with it, told myself that due to circumstances, there's no way we could be together. Those facts don't change my feelings though. I'm depressed as hell right now because of this. I know it's wrong to think of her like that.

I can't move out, and neither can they. None of us are in a financial position to do that right now.

What the FUCK should I do?