its not even so much about peoples view on me, hell id ont care. actually given what i have done, most proably would think im a whore (at least a little one, or semi medium...). its just my own ideals. i have a certain # of partenrs i want to have, meaning id ont want to go over that #. basically, as corny as this sounds, id like the next person i have sex with to be the one i marry. sweet huh? but i am giving myself some leeway. or whatever that word is LOL
anyway those reasons, and im paranoid as fuck. i could be on BC, be wearing a female condom, a male condom, and spermicide and still be worried about AIDS and KIDS. both ultra deadly. but i am a perfectionist, so thats just how i think.
and id love to be a guy. id play with my dick all day. seriously... wouldnt blow myself though.. LOL
or would i???
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