wow, thats been a lot. certainly much more than ive been through, not that id ever try any of those things
just realize no matter what the bad is theres always good in the end. hell even when crap IS happening if you look for it theres always something good too. people can easily point out the shit that happens everyday and tend to ignore the good things.
glad to hear that you have someone that realy love you and that you love back. that certainly helps but no matter what remember you are a very important person in this world, we all are. and if you want to you can rise above your past and be a better person. but its completely up to you to do that.... thats not to say though that we want to do it alone. no one does, but just remmeber yuo never really are alone. im sure yuo have other friends, family, ur bf.. and if all else feels... all us jackasses at HDC (well.. at least some of us anyway)
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