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 Father: Dead- car accident when I was about 5.  Left my mother for a younger woman when I was about 3, took me about 25 years to figure out that my father abandoned me and my mother because he was a fucking coward.  Took me about as long to come to terms with it.
 
 Mother: Poor white trash who actually made something of herself and now has more money than Gates-forgot where her roots were at.  Ashamed of her son because he didnt forget where his roots were at and is a redneck hillbilly like his father.
 
 Sister: Actually half sister-enjoys moms money, Paris Hilton wannabe. Spoiled brat.  Would shove mom down the stairs for 5 bucks-nuf said
 
 Myself-age 0-3 lived in northern burbs Illinois John Wayne Gacy for a neighbor
 
 3-7 lived in a trailer in a small town called Wheeling, pa died mother remarried stepdad
 
 7-13 step father used me for a punching bag pretty much the worst enviorment imaginable
 
 14-17 mother divorced and worked 7000 hours a week leaving me to raise myself and my sister.  Mom claimed didnt have any money but bought all her clothes at Niemen Marcus and drove a Caddy, me I wore 5 tennis shoes from Kmart and sporting Wrangler Jeans and black metal shirts with a red flanel to complete the stoner look.  Started my adventure into substance abuse.
 
 17-23 Mom throws me out for not sitting on the couch, she didnt like the hillbilly girl I was dating.  Didnt speak to her for 5 years.  Left home bought my first Harley traveled for about a year, ran with a tough crowd did things I should be in jail for, whole story altogether.  Havent cut my hair for the past 6 years.  Couldnt afford it.  Found a religion that suits me fine, now a practicing witch.
 
 23-27 Met my soulmate lived together for 3 years, a tragic event happened along the way which I will not speak of, but it was mutually our fault.  Left her cos' we couldnt get past it, still a practicing witch, just didnt know it.
 
 27-29 Heartbroken, became clean and sober
 
 29-to present Have 2 great kids who are the love of my life, try to stay out of trouble and do things legit for them.  Still a redneck, drive a pick-up, and shop at wal-mart.  Talk to mom now but we aint close.  Refuse to take her money, I want to do it all on my own, thats the way its been thats the way its going to stay.`Trying to raise my kids the way of the witch but I guess its up to them when they are old enough to decide.  I think that I have finally found true peace and happiness in life, 2 bad it only took this long to get here.  Suppose I wouldnt change it though.
 
 present-future hopefully I will do something important, working on several personal projects maybe youll get to read them someday.
 
 The Creeper (Not as angry as I used to be)
 
 Wow that was kind of theraputic dont you think
 
				__________________I was not born to live a mans life, but to be the stuff of future memory.
 
 3 can keep a secret if 2 are dead.
 
 I've never been nice my whole life....but, I'll do my best to be sweet.
 
 I keep my standards low, so I'm never disappointed.
 
 The next words out of your mouth better be some Mark Twain shit, cos' I am going to be chiseling it on your tombstone.
 
 Trample the weak, Hurdle the dead.
 
 Forgive your enemies......after they are slain.
 
 The God I believe in aint short of cash mister.
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