[meetthecreeper]

Was in love once, I mean like sick in love, about 10 yrs ago, lived w/ her for about 3 yrs. Something happened between us that was truly tragic, and it was mutually our fault. We couldnt get past it. We both new we were each others soul mate. I made her move out and we both were very torn up about it. For about 2 years after that we saw each other on occasion, couldnt keep our hands off each other. We both wanted it all but we couldnt have it all. Havent seen her in a bout 5 or 6 years now but I think about her alot. I know she thinks about me I can feel it. It took me several years to get over it but I did and have moved on. I dont think that I would change the way things went I guess. If the tragic event hadnt happened between us we would still be together today. Of course I wouldnt be where I am at today, back then loving her meant everything to me, more than work, family, friends, anything. No one has ever made me feel that way since and I hope they never do. It fucks with your head and you dont think straight. I hate even talking about it but why not rub salt in old wounds, pain is good sometimes. You know that knot in your stomach.