[teenagezombie]

i dont think im scarry but at school people (i.e. teachers, students, most gothic people, the huge 6'3 230lb football players get out of my way) i wear black...mostly, i have long nails that i always paint black, i wear leather, tight black pants, etc. i wear dog collars, spikes and i have a 00 gage in my left ear and a 4 in my right (i plan on getting a double scaple in the right) i wear heavy eyeshadow, masscara, and eyeliner, sometimes i wear black lipstick or gray, or none at all. i wear army boots and i have a pair that look exactly like the ones jean simmons wears. w/o makeup (on somedays i dont wear makeup) i somewhat resemble ragan from the original exorcist (before she got possessed) but im not as nice as she is. i have sholder length jet black hair, i wear a trench coat but not always, i do take it off at school, i have a dragon tattoo on my left sholderbone, a double naval piercing with a weird barbedwire/spiked ring around it, and several others you cant see. no facial piercings, but i do plan on a 10 gage centre someday. people say im either in to witchcraft or devil worshiping. my neighbor even asked my mom once if she considered getting an exorcist for me but ive always been this way even when i was little i always wore black or dark colors. ive never been pink and frilly. i dont think im scarry but id say im far from normal. and dont usually smile and someone usually pisses me off before i get to school so im not always in a good mood. i wear alot of braclets and necklaces, a few rings. i dont try to be scarry, i guess i just seem that way to people who dont know me but im usually really nice unless u piss me off or i just dont like you. ive tried to be what society considers normal a few times it just didnt work out. lol and i have been known to scare little kids (which i would never do on purpose, i have 2 younger siblings)and they're not scared of me.

i also have a skin disease that does not permit me to stay out in the sun ( i had on the strongest sunscreen they had on the market once and i still got a 3rd degree sunburn) so im very very pale, and i was also born with abnormally sharp front canine teeth ( some what like a wolf's teeth, very sharp) but i cant help that i was born that way, my lil bro told all his little friends at school i was a vampire, and would hunt them down and drink their blood so they would stop picking on him and a few days latter they were beating him up when i arrived at his elementry school to pick him up, they ran screaming, so i am a freak of nature lol