[Egekrusher]

Jesus... like right now.

A wave of blackness and despair overwhelms me. I can't think straight, I'm moody as all hell, I anger very easily, I just feel out of control. I really fear that I'm losing it sometimes. I hear things at night, I see things out of the corner of my eye that aren't there, and I'm SO scared of the dark that it's almost absurd. I run from my car to my house at night, I don't walk. When I get inside, I turn on all the lights upstairs (I don't go into the basement at night...) and go directly to my room. I close the windowblinds, and lock my door. I put headphones on so I can't hear any noises the house may be making.

I don't know how long this can continue before I actually start seeing things.