waww dude im sorry. its ok to cry though. well guess it would be easier to aim this but whatever works
i guess it wil be hard but hey shit happens. important thing is there is more out there.
i dunno i guess things used to bug me before, and as horrible as this sounds, its like ive stopped caring. like somethin big just happened in my life a month or so ago... and i cried probably a total of 8 minutes.. not more than 10 for sure. i just got it all out and i was like 'ok why am i gona sit here crying about this, i hafto look ahead.' well id go into detail but not. anyway was a BIG part of my life that is now gone and thats what scared me. it was like security and then BAM its gone.
but im fuckin good now, better than ive ever been and dont regret anything. i think eventually u will feel the same way. then u can say nuts to that job and the assholes in it!!
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