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I would love to be able to find someone who could help me see about arranging to sit in on a Native American ayahuasca ceremony. I am not exactly sure where, but I know there are plenty of places outside of Las Vegas in the desert where Native Americans still live and perform these rituals.
If I am unable to find a way to do this all is not lost, I can actually purchase the ingredients online and then make the tea here. A DMT Transcendence his much more peaceful and controllable then a mushroom Transcendence. I have not made it to that level with DMT yet but just considering how the trip was going to pull me in, it was so much more peaceful and calm. The mushroom trip pulling me in was beautiful but intense and then when The Tool song Jambi stop playing everything started getting darker and then wings for Marie made the dragons come. I could feel reality closing in on me as if I were in a casket being lowered down and I could even Envision skulls around me. I still have the ability to think at this point, knowing I actually wasn't dying, I knew I was going to be shown something that was going to scare something out of me as I knew I was subconsciously going to hell.
I do want to go ahead and warn Anyone who reads this who has never tried psychedelics before but are considering it, you need to study on what they do to you and how they make you feel and realize they can make you feel bad about yourself if there is something negative going on in your life because it takes away your ego which basically takes away any denial you have and it shows you the guilt and makes you feel the shame. Some people cannot handle that While others can and it actually helps you improve that automatically because your subconscious now has new abilities so to speak that it never had before. Did you know that your subconscious cannot tell the difference between you dreaming or being awake? When you repeatedly tell yourself something and went to convince yourself, for example, you tell yourself you are an amazing artist or speaker, Etc. You start feeling more energetic and more enthusiastic towards your work and you feel in your head that you are amazing and it gives you a boost of confidence, does it not? That's because these thoughts are breaking through your filter which separates the conscious from the subconscious. Your conscious memories aren't really the memories that you need to store away in a permanent archive if you will. You remember something you need to buy at the grocery store, that's in your conscious memory because once you buy it it will most likely be forgotten. This energy and drive and confidence you give yourself just continues to radiate in a spiral that drives your ego because you're self-conscious sees what an improvement is happening to your body and mind but also your confidence, which inflates the ego.
When you take psychedelics, whether if you go unconscious or not, your ego will be stripped down and anything underneath that you are not dealing with or that is holding you back will Force itself out of you. That's why it is very difficult for some people, especially people going into it thinking it's some kind of party drug when it really isn't.
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