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yeah, she and I had known each other for a while and we really clicked and had so much to talk about and so much in common but she was being secretive and come to find out there was a guy who lives near her who apparently is her fuck-buddy or something that she wasn't telling me about and she didn't tell him about me and earlier it all came out but Apparently they are still cool with each other. What the hell makes people do shit like this? I mean I understand there are a lot of fucked up people in this world that purposely like fucking with people because they have nothing else better to do, but when it is so, that's the only kind of women Imeet online that act like they are interested in you.
a friend of mine told me earlier that I should look for the silver lining in this which is funny because that's something I often say And she is right. with this girl I did learn some patience and in hindsight I realize things started feeling out of the ordinary about a week or two I go when I came across this guy and she wouldn't tell me what was going on between the two of them even though on his profile there we're pictures of them that made them look pretty close. I am such a gullible ass clown and I need to just forget about women Even if they try to come on to me and act like they give a fuck.
now, with that said, next month I'm going to see if I can finally get my Nevada state ID and then in the spring once I have been here for a year I'm going to apply to the Community College. there are tons of bars in places around here to socialize but I am very awkward in that sense and despite there being some pretty cool themed bars here, they are all extremely dark and make me feel awkward So hopefully when I start to school I can start making some friends.
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