i love it when i have a nightmare that leaves me in ruins... it means i'm about to make some of my best music :)
i have died in my dreams... it has never really messed me up... however, when family dies.. or people i care about.. it's really devastating.. and it's difficult to realize that it's a dream even after i wake up...
but even though a dream is disturbing to me... i am happy to have that kind of fear and disarray in my life so that i can make "real world" music
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