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a bit of a debate i been in. my aunt in the philippines is gettin married in mid july and i have the op tion of going. im kind of haveing a hard time on whether or not i sohld go

why i should go:
im her favorite (music bond)
havent been in a while (8 yrs)
can buy a lot of stuff for not so much money
i get to stay in a resort
kick ass jungles
giving beggars money

why i sohuldnt go:
she wants me to be a bridesmaid
the sun thing and its fuckin hot and humid there
what will i eat? (vegetarian)
what will i do? (nightlife? wtf am i gonna do go pick me up some asian boys???????)
my dog will miss me (just the one, not the other)
my fish need me
16 hour flght with my dad
no cousins my age

that and im a snob when it comes to how i do things. i hate sharing especially bathrooms. that and i dont have alll my nice things there ilke i do here.

but i DO want to go but ahh i dunno.