[Chevalier]

I would go back to a 16 to 19 year old me, and tell him that eleven years from then that he would be asking the girl that he met that he would be asking her to marry her, and the demons from his past will catch up with him. Maybe she won't, because she needs time.

I would tell him that his lies aren't building him a palace and are tearing everything down.

I would tell him that being mad at the world for being crippled in a car accident wasn't going to give him any comfort, and to tell him that the amphetamines that he's secretly taking will do nothing except screw up every relationship that he has. Yes, he will be able to rebuild but the costs to do so down the road will be to much.

I would tell him that his dreams can come true. That no matter how much his father runs him down that he can pursue that engineering and mathematics degree that he wants, and that nothing is stopping him but himself and the opinions of people that can't bring themselves to love him. His whole life will hurt from leaving college, and it wouldn't be anyone else fault but his.

Sorry, that's way to personal, but that's what's on my mind tonight.