I have always felt alone and I hate it! I have had no one. I am 34 and only been in love once and only ever had 1 sexual partner and she and I have had such a long history but she doesn't appreciate me, only what I can do for her. I stay with her because I have nowhere else to go. All my family who cared about me is dead and she always reminds me of how no one wants me. I feel so useless and just want to feel needed and wanted.
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