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my question is....what the fuck is wrong with people?
i just got back from a night out on town, right before we left these people...8 of em i think came up to us and two of em start giving me lip about my looks...im sure you all know what a metal head looks like. now i look at around at my "backup".... my girlfriend and thre of her girlfriends so by then im pretty much knee deep in it, im good but there is no way i can handle 8 people on my own.
to make a long story short only two of em had a problem with me but didnt have the balls to throw one... is it realy so hard to accept that i dont look like you? and you dont look like him? or her? you know understand what im trying to say here?
why the fuck are people so god damn fucking narrow minded?

Dude ive gone throught this so many times in my town. Hell people say shit all the time in this town....but whats funny is when their outside of their vehicle they wont say a damn thing. They all get really scared on the streets

outside theyr car, alone, true...they dont open theyr mouths but they still think it, what the fuck is wrong with being diffrent?

that sucks. i'm sorry. :( i don't really get picked on. if people do make fun of me, it's because i'm short.

They just think their way to "badass" for anyone. But shutting them up is the best feeling in the world

ay... its not that theyr picking on me, around those kind of people i feel like a fucking god...im me, and thats just some random shit trying to be bigtime. but its the lack of tollarance for other pople, i dont start shit with "normal" looking people, and you look just as funny to me, as i do to you.

Sounds like assholes to me.

Ugh you have no idea. They think their awesome because their truck has no muffler :rolleyes:

hah, damn right...people can be complete and utter dicks, i love it when your just minding your own business and then they have to try to throw you down...try being the key word because in the end all its doing is showing you who the fucking obnoxious, self loathing ignorant assholes are that they can't stand someone that looks different than what theire mommies brought them up to think what society should look like

I would not worry about it Man,
Up here in NYC nobody cares about what anyone looks like.. Just ignore them.. Prob pissed there Moms did'nt " Give them any" That day.

Fuck 'em

I get crap sometimes too. But I would not like to be like everyone else!!!! It's people like us that are not afraid to speak are mind, dress different, and go against the grain That change the world!! The rest of the assholes can't think for them selfes!!!

it doesnt worry me, its just pisses me off, i will remember his face though.

Nothing wrong with being different, in fact I think that people that society considers normal, are the ones that are fucked up not people like us.

The best thing to do in this situation, and the Gods know that I have been there many times before, is if it comes down to it, take it to a level that virtually no one has ever been before. Complete and udder visciousness. Then people think your crazy and leave you alone. Just Kaiser Soze their ass and be done with it. I think when people think that you will go all the way with something they tend to leave you alone. I say," you started it and I am going to finish it."

I had to add this cos it made me think of something about 15 years ago, I was dating this girl, her X was a big muscle headed moron, anyways he comes to her house one day when I was there with 3 of his buddies looking to kick my ass. I guess no metalhead, stoner, biker type or whatever is going to take his girl. Me and her are sitting in the driveway and these guys roll up, they all get out, and I am thinking that I am basically fucked here, guy walks up, chest out and strutting like a rooster, he comes up and asks if I am who I am, I stood up and got right in his face, yea I said thats me what is it to you. Now his buds are surrounding me and they could have easily taken me although one would have ended up with the business end of a switchblade in the throat before they got to me. And I swear this is true, the guys says "My name is Chris, nice to meet ya." After a few minutes they all left and nothing happened.

I think most people are way too scared to do much of anything even when the odds are in their favor.

Sorry so long winded, just remember you are way better than them and they know it.

reminds me of a shirt ive seen:


You laugh at me because Im different,
I laugh at you because your the same




(or some shit like that)

I know exactly what you're saying man. I come from a town of about 600-700 people, a little shithole called Pleasant Lake.

I am the only one there that dresses metalhead (or used to anyways). At a high school with about 1,100 kids (we had all the surrounding hick towns going to one school), there were a total of 8 kids who dressed like me. In a school full of hicks, jocks and spoiled rich kids, we were the outcasts by far. I used to get my ass kicked all the time, until I went fucking nuts and stood up to someone twice my size. I had his nuts in my hand (literally) and squeezed until he fell down. Everyone left me alone after that.

I wish I knew why people hated things and other people that are different and that they don't understand.

confidence is scary no doubt about that, not that long ago there were 4 guys in a more desertet part oslo who all surrounded me and were going on about how they were going to kill me, did my best not to look scared but of course i was, but you just cant let them know that, after a while of this i just got sick of waiting, aimed for the biggest mouth and threw a punch.
popped him square on the nose sending him crying to the ground, after taking out the root of the problem so to speak the other ones more or less kept theyr mouth shut...
guess my point is the pack is nothing without a leader.

THIS mommy brought her kids up TO be different from everyone else...They were taught to be their OWN person, form their OWN opinions and ideas, to think for themselves, to be leaders NOT followers, and to not give a flying fuck what anyone else thinks about them, as only what THEY think about THEMSELVES really matters...As a result, I have 2 very opinionated, outspoken, strongwilled, hardheaded children...And I wouldn't have it any other way ;)

They are also both considered to be a bit "different" and "weird", but so is their mother...So, Overall I think They turned out pretty damned good:) *gushes with pride*:)

Being different is a good thing--every once in a while I see someone from my high school days--40+ years ago.

Those of us that were "different" in many cases have exceeded the expectations of those that were the same.

The main thing is just be yourself.

i guess what im hearing was my point with this little story...
we all get burned for being diffrent, my best friend martin got put in a box for it when he was 17, i myself have ben shot at, theyv tryed to poke me, burn me, beat me and i know countless other people like me whos had this shit going on thrugh theyr lives...
i think diffrentley therefore i invent, is that realy so bad?

Dude, fuck them, lets see where you are in 10 years and where they are.They will be mindless drones working for the man, only living from paycheck to paycheck with no passion or happiness in thier lives, all because they felt insecure and like they had to fit in with what they consider normal.Those fuckers will get thiers.

Its so lovely being Pagan in a small Southern town. I mean, its almost a safety issue. Keep your mouth shut and for the love of the Goddess, DON'T wear your pentacle on the outside of your clothing.




Yeah...right...bring it on. I'm not one of those nice, "I'm here to educate you," Witches. I'm a "My religious beliefs are none of your business, asshole," Witch. Why? Because I'm tired of certain types of people trying to push us around, scare us, and harange us for our beliefs. That shit ended in the Middle Ages.


Deep breath....I needed to vent.

Im sorry, I dont agree with your religion,but i think its your right to practice it.Fuck, my religion might be wrong and yours right!I guess there really no such thing as freedom as long as there are assholes in the world.

People suck. People are always staring at me in a weird way. I don't care though...it's actually funny sometimes, because they look scared. I guess they have nothing better to do. :p

I never dressed "different" in school, and I was still probably the biggest outcast there. I was fat and quiet, though...so everyone had to be mean to the fat kid who never talked. Even all the other other "outcasts" in this town hate me....so that tells you how big of a loser I am.
Usually people just said stuff...probably because everyone knew I was close to my mom(oh yeah, they made fun of me for that too!), because she took me to school and if I had any problems, I made her go talk to my teachers(which never really done any good...the teachers here suck). but I was physically hurt a few times. One time was in 5th grade... we were in the school library & a couple of girls pulled my chair out from under me and caused me to hit my head on a table behind me. My head hurt for weeks after that... luckily I didn't bleed or anything. But those girls never even got punished for it! My mom even went to talk to my teacher and she said she couldn't do anything about it, because she never saw it happen and because it happened in the library that the library teacher would have to do the punishing...she already knew about it, and all she done was tell the stupid girls to apologize. So they did, but of course they didn't really mean it. I regret being such a wimpy kid. I should have picked up that chair and knocked the shit out of both of them. If I could go back and re-do that part of my life, I definitely would. But I guarantee if I done something like that, I would have been punished for it. :rolleyes:
I still hate them for being so cruel to me. One of them was in a wreck awhile back...this may make me sound like a horrible person, but I said it was unfortunate that it didn't do more damage to her ugly-ass face.
But they tortured me all through school. Up until I started homeschool in 9th grade... luckily for me, my drama club teacher asked my mom to help out on a trip we were taking to see a play... so my mom went, and she saw how horrible the kids were. The drama teacher was telling her that the kids in this town are much worse than anywhere else she had ever taught...this town sucks. Too much inbreeding, I guess. :rolleyes:
But anyway, when we got to the theatre, the kids from my school were making fun of the play and making fun of the kids from the other towns, and of course making fun of me for having my mom with me...the morons thought I asked my mom to go with me for no reason. :rolleyes: Although I was glad my mom went. Of course I'd rather spend time with her than a bunch of moronic losers. The only reason most of those kids joined the drama club was to get out of school. Me and a few others joined it because we are actually interested in drama. But it was that day that made me mom see what I had to put up with every day. And just a few weeks or so later, I started homeschool. :D

Wow, I typed alot. :o

Wow... lilmiss...

I know what you went through, believe me. If you read earlier on, you'll see some of the torture that I went through.

If you were fat at any point, it sure as hell doesn't show now. You're very beautiful. I just looked through your image gallery and.... wow.... just wow.

haha...ege is right, i guess your revange would be growing into the beautifull woman you are today...as for the chair...i hate to say this but violence breathes violence, and i dont mean out of others but yourself, i got hot blood and im usualy the first to stand up and howl, guess its not the best quality to have allthough i am more then capable of protecting myself and others should it be needed. strange how things that happened when we were so young still sticks to our mind today.

What difference does it make if she should happen to still be fat? She could be fat and be amazingly beautiful. The only problem with being fat is the health issues, but shit drinking, cigarettes, and fucking sunlight are bad for you too.

And why is it more acceptable for a man to have a paunch than a woman?

haha...if you were talking to me thats not at all what i ment.

I know, but it just made me think. I wasn't implying that you're a shallow asshole, Moon. I was just thinking.

just try not to hurt yourself in the process... i dont know why, male pride i guess, allthough I was proud as hell when my lady kicked that guy.

Nevermind, I'm a fucking nutcase.

Yeah, I'm sorry you, and everyone else[who had the same problem], had to go through what you did. Nobody deserves to be treated like that for no reason.
Thanks! I still have some fat on me from when I was a kid...I weighed about 170 lbs. at one point...probably when I was about 12 or 13 years old. And I guess because I used to be fat, I can't lose that extra flab on my body. My arms and legs are still fat. :o I want liposuction.

Yeah, now I have a really bad temper and usually if someone pisses me off, I let them know about it. I just wish I could have done that when I was a kid, because that's when alot of my problems were. Although I still have plenty of rude people talk bad about me now.
I actually don't remember alot of what happened in my young life, but I do remember all the bad stuff. It's weird how I've almost forgotten the good things about being a kid...but I can remember the bad stuff like it happened yesterday.

That's very true...I've seen lots of pretty, overweight women. But I was not pretty. I was a very ugly kid. I definitely don't see myself as "beautiful" now, but at least now I use makeup which helps me look a little better.

im not the first to think it, but im saying it: beauty is from within.
how else would i end up with the woman i have today?

Same here. If I had only stood up for myself, then I wouldn't be the wreck I am today.

I also don't remember very much of my childhood, only the bad things that happened. It's because of those people that I've been clinically depressed since the age of 12.

yeah I can totally relate to you guys/girls. Because of my shitty childhood I have a short fuse too. I'm just worried if I have kids the same thing will happen.


God I hope not.....

I would be worried about that too. I'm afraid that my temper would end up being taken out on them. I spend most of my time alone by my own choice, because I'm horrible with people. I instantly pick out their faults and that is the only thing I see.

I know..I don't want that to happen because it happened to me. But even tho I tell myself...'don't get too angry' it always happens...like it's in my nature to fly off the handle or something. It sucks. I'm trying to learn to walk away. Also you could tell I'm a virgo from a mile away...all I see are people's faults. Virgo to a T. That sucks cause I want to let people do it their way...but I have to put my 2 cents in. I have a hard time keeping my mouth shut...that's what gets me in trouble...

I'm a very odd Scorpio, that's for sure.

I don't say anything to them. Instead, they just get an instant "black mark" in my mind, and I'll probably never like the person.