We Are So Perfectly Flawed
 

So...What are your flaws?

Dig deep, and be honest


Mine?

1) I have very little patience...I want things done right, and I want them done right now

2) I emotionally hurt people unintentionally

3) I have very little tolerance for emotionally or intellectually weak people

4) I can't stand waste in ANY form (food, money, garbage bags, toothpaste, ANYTHING...All waste ends up being a waste of money) And I really come down hard on people who do it at my house...Even sleeping, is wasting time...

5) I'm a TERRIBLE friend...I rarely keep in touch with people...I almost never answer my phone...Of course, if one of them REALLY needed something, I'd be there, but I'm just not much for hanging out and chit chatting...

6) I smoke...That's just nasty AND it's a waste...I hate it...And, I'm obviously too weak to quit...I hate THAT even more...

7) I'm too bitchy BECAUSE of my aforementioned impatience and intolerance

8) I have a really difficult time asking for or accepting help, because I figure I can do things faster, easier, and better by myself...and asking for or accepting help makes me feel weak

9) When I ask for advice, I really never take it (except when you guys suggested that I dye my hair black...I would have never considered that on my own...I didn't think it was a real option, because my skin is so pale...That's the only time I can remember actually TAKING advice)...I seem to only be asking for other ideas to compare them to mine, and most likely to reaffirm what I am going to do anyway...

10) I am very quick to GIVE advice, whether it's wanted or not

11) I'm a terrible "I told you so" person, when people DON'T take my advice

12) I expect people to do things MY way, because I consider that to be the RIGHT way, otherwise I wouldn't do things the way I do them...And, when people DON'T do things my way, I often redo it myself and/or chastise the person for doing it 'wrong'

13) It takes me a long time to really become angry, but when I actually DO become angry...I explode, taking out everything and everyone in my path...Fortunately, that isn't often

14) I am completely unaware of others in public, they may as well not exist, I am an island unto myself...I'm not concerned with how strangers 'see' me, or what they think of my behavior...This embarasses my mother

15) I cannot STAND going out in the daytime, not just because the sun kills me, but because in the daytime there are TOO many people out, which FORCES me to be aware of them, and this irritates me in ways you cannot imagine...They are a complete nuisance....Perhaps, I am antisocial...

16) I never forgive and I never forget...I will continue to turn my back on someone to this day, if they hurt me when I was ten years old...I do not give second chances, I see it as a second chance to fuck up and/or fuck me over...And I completely cut someone out of my life if they betray my trust, they simply cease to exist for me...If someone who has committed a past transgression against me continues to try to have contact with me, or even come near me, I will punish them relentlessly, usually with what I say...

17) I KNOW that I have these flaws, yet I refuse to change them...(except for smoking and hurting people unintentionally, those just seem to be beyond my power)...They are a part of who and what I am


I suppose that when you sum it all up...I'm actually, somewhat of a bitch...

We totally love you anyway......

Because you are the HOTT Bloodrayne!

Not like that other Bloodrayne.

Re: We Are So Perfectly Flawed
 

fuck no

Re: Re: We Are So Perfectly Flawed
 

Ha...that's sweet...But, not what I was looking for :)

Aww...Thanks, Sweetheart...You know I love ya...*muah*



BUT...Don't YOU GUYS have any flaws?...Am I the only defective person here? :D

Defective
 

Bloodrayne, we are all defective. The interesting thing is, is that you reconize it and most people do not or they do not want to admit it. I could run a list of my own faults but, what is the point. My wife could go on and on about it but, no one has that kind of time. Ha!

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Haha...I see your point...

Dustin and Seri not only AGREED with all of the ones I laid out here...But, then proceeded to complain to me about them...lol


At least they didn't ADD any :eek: ...*whew*...:D

Where to begin....

First and foremost I am completely unable to forgive and I have never forgotten anything. I carry a grudge for the rest of my life and at times will work to destroy those who have wronged me.

WHen I see something that I think is wrong, I point it out, regardless of the consequences. This has caused me a shitload of turmoil where I work, but I have no tolerance for ripping people off. I may have cost a few people their jobs. In the long run I know if it had continued it would have hurt me directly even though it did not affect me directly at the time. Perhaps that makes me a selfish person. Tell that to my kids when I have lost my job because all the customers have gone elsewhere.

I trust NO ONE. I have lived with the same woman for nearly 8 years, I dont trust her anymore than I did the day I met her.

I make no promises. Many times I have been asked if I would love someone forever. Can not and will not ever be able to make that promise. Uma Thurman and I amy meet someday.

I am a perfectionist. You want your car fixed right the first time and never have to come back and see me except for a social visit then drive the 1000 miles to have me look under the hood. At times it can be borderline annoying. When I do make a mistake, no one is harder on me than myself. I have lost sleep over stupid mistakes I have made.

I have no vices. With the exception of sex and getting tattooed. Sex was the easy part. Finding a good tatto artist wasnt. Now if I could just find a tattoo artist that I could have sex with;) .

Unlike Rayne I notice everyone and everything around me, mostly because of my distrust of people, anyone of them could snap at any moment and I want to see it coming. I go to a restaurant I sit facing the door. I sit at the back of the theater. and so on. Street smarts or paranoia. You decide.

I constantly think of brutal ways for people to meet thier demise. Most people that I see in the world are so oblivious to what is going on in thier surroundings. The only person that notices the guy wearing the long trenchcoat in the summer is me. I have gone to the mall and watched people walking around in thier own little worlds, NOT WATCHING THIER CHILDREN, and thought how much fun it would be to terrorize them when they finally realize their child is missing.

Perhaps I am a serial killer waiting to blossom.

Doubtful as I find all life to be precious. I have to have a disclaimer otherwise the man is going to be busting down my door.

ooooooooooohhhhhhhhh my turn....
od i have one too many to name ftf& yj if i forget any let me know K?

1:
i am always complaining about SOMETHING

2:
I keep my anger in,insteed of letting ppl know how i feel

3:
i have a selfhating issue!!!!!

4:
i have ppl issues

5:
i have road rage(im only 14 mind you)

6:
i cry WAY too much

7:
i like to smoke

8:
i hate MY MOTHER

9:I hate most of my friends

10:
uh can't think of any

Re: We Are So Perfectly Flawed
 

damn..... I don't have to type anything at all now. The only one on your list that isn't "me" is the smoking one. This is the first time I've ever seen anyone even similar to me. Most people are completly opposite. interesting......

1) I'm a dick to people I don't know.

2) I'm a dick to most people I know (who won't kick my ass)

3) I'm bad with women.

4) I refuse to learn new things.

hmmmm
 

i was talking to my dad the other day about how lucky he was about growing up through the 70s and eighties and having a great horror movements at the cinema. He said, he never watched horror films, he thought that if you liked horror movies you had to be a sick twisted person (f@ckin right!!) I took that as an insult and we had a big row, i said well he likes war movies, films about the most horrific events known to man. I got him with that.
Anyway, i was gonna write my list of flaws but as personal and unique as they may be, thay are similar to those written.
Got me thinking, is there a certain mind to that of a horror fan?

hmmmmm.......flaws?..........nope....not a one.

Ah yes...I figured as much...You are absolutely perfect after all...

But perhaps Budman has a few...Besides his schizophrenia, that is :D :p

You may br right about him.....he's a fuking loon.:D

bad beer taste too:D

????what is schizophrenia?????

damn..em way too perfect too.
It angers me just how bloody godammed perfect i am..ok..ok..:D

I have no time for those who feel sorry for themselves..ppl who who are forever the victim.
I can't stand being told what to do..
especially by somebody younger than me.
If somebody pisses me off ..i wipe all contact ..phone numbers and all.
I find it hard to say sorry if em wrong..
I find it hard to admit when em wrong.
I hate being touched..cuddled or held.
Em not a romantic.
I will stand my ground in any fight and make sure that i have the last word.
I can't stand vain ppl.
I only give respect to those who show me respect.
I don't care how old you are..8 or 80..
if you yell at me...expect to be yelled back at.
last but not least..
em loveable.

:D

Don't be messing with his beer.

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Don't mess with MY beer.

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1. talk to fast

2.can be hyper at times

3.argue to much with people

4.to many to list

Leave it to IA to bring a slingshot to a gun fight.:D

It's... It's all I had.

But aren't we ALL little kids with slingshots? Y'know, like... like on the INside?

On the inside?........put that down as one of my flaws...I immature as hell.

AGREED!

It's a very bad psychotic disorder, as if being psychotic wasn't bad enough. Trust me, baby, you don't have it. I don't have it either, thank the Goddess, but if this shit gets any worse...:(

Flaws:

I have a terrible temper, and sometimes, I'm not afraid to unleash it.

I smoke

Like Rayne and Creeper mentioned, I don't forgive and I don't forget for the the most part. It depends on how bad the offence was. If someone gets on my shit-list, they're pretty much on it for life. Like Creeper, I tend to make these people very inconvenienced as much as I can. Once a person pushes me too far... that's it.

I like narcotic pain medicine a little too much

I don't like people at all. Being on here is one thing, but in stores, on the road, in my house, I tend to find some place quiet so I can read or do Tarot.

It's not that I do or don't notice people, it's that either I don't give a shit about them, or I find some reason that makes them suck. I mean, I've been like, "Get out of my way" or "Move!" before.

I'm a militant Witch and Feminist. I keep my mouth shut here, because it's a nice "place" to hang out, and I actually tolerate or like most of you.

I don't completely follow the Wiccan Rede: Do what thou will and in it harm none. I have a problem with the "harm none" part.

I'm a real cunt when I want to be.

Dont count on that sinking in:rolleyes:


Me...hmm...

-When I get hyper [IE- Too much sugar], I say/do things I regret. For this reason, I vow never to get drunk. I swear, Id end up having everyone I know against me.

-I give in to temptation WAY to easily

-If I dont like doing something, it probably wont get done [IE- Math]


Ive gotta have more...but Im tired and cant think of the rest *yawn*

lemme see if I can think of all of them:

1) Lazy
2) Apparently I have a predilection towards underage girls
3) A lot of times I dont' finish what I start
4) I'm short
5) I have bad skin
6) Lazy
7) I have an often sick sense of humor (not in a good way, in a "child pornography jokes" kindof way)
8) I only ever mean half of what I say
9) I repeat myself
10) I'm often in terrible health
11) I've somehow convinced myself I'm going to die really young
12) I have a really strong addiction to painkillers
13) I have a bad memory (which somewhat causes number 9)
14) I'm an asshole
15) This one is six words long
16) I'm emotionally distant
17) I'm self-centered
18) I'm overly self-deprecating
19) I eat horribly
20) I'm a hypocrite
21) I'm horribly intolerant
22) I have really high metabolism (no, it is NOT a good thing)
23) I repeat myself
24) I'm also a caffeine addict
25) I'm Obsessive-Compulsive about some stuff (I had to move a salt shaker to a different table at an IHOP once, for example)
26) I crack my joints too much and at inappropriate times

that's all I can think of for now

EDIT:
27) I stutter sometimes (ie: fairly often)
28) I slur my speech sometimes (not as often, though)

I always think I'm right...I mean, I usually am right...but hey, there's times I'm not, and I simply won't entertain the possibility that I'm wrong until I have proof of the matter at hand.

I don't excersize nearly enough, nor do I stick to the type of diet I know I should...junkfood, takeaway...etc, always manages to make it in to some extent, regardless of the fact I can cook just about aything. This year I intend to fix both of those things...

I procrastinate...see, I'm almost 25 now, and only at about this stage in my life have I found out what I know I want to do, it's too bad when I think about it, I could be a fully qualified chef right now if not for having stuffed around, but I guess...lessons learned, yknow? as with most of our flaws and mistakes.

I worry too much about things I probably shouldn't...right now I'm terrified that I won't be "good enough" in the whole chef thing, even though I know I'm already pretty good, I worry all the time.
I always think any train I'm on is going to crash, worry about getting sick, I worry that people take things I say the wrong way, to the point sometimes I feel like correcting myself, I dunno...

I get angry too easy, like...furious. Especially when it comes to things not working as they should, eg - A few days ago, I just about punched a hole through a faulty dvd player...unfortunately, one of my dvds was inside at the time. I lash out, and break things...I don't attack people, I mean, yet...but I have entertained the possibility, I hope it doesn't come to that. I think I've got some aggression/anger issues, sometimes I just think about doing really nasty things to people. I'm going back into boxing this year if possible, hoping it might sort itself out.

I rely too much on audio/visual entertainment, when there's so much more out there, if only you look for it...something I'm also working on.

That's all I can really think of.
- B

I have very low self-esteem...everyone tells me I'm nuts for it, but I have trouble sometimes seeing very much in myself.

I have modivation issues...I'm lazy to be honest.

I take things out on myself too much.

I can't deal with a lot of life too well anymore.

I keep to myself way too much. Big issues with letting people in (no dirty jokes).

I worry WAY too much.

I'm too sensitive.

Don't feel like digging any deeper than that right now.

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I'm too sensitive.
Procrastination is pretty much a hobby.
If I make a mistake, I really beat myself up over it.
I'm not very assertive
I won't take someone's advice even if I know it is good advice.
I can't ask most people for help
I worry too much
I can't stand being touched when I'm sitting on a bus or at the movies.

- Im a bitch. Plain a simple.

- I dont put up with shit from people. If someone shits me your gonna know about it.

- I sleep way too fucking much.

- I over react too much.

- I dont talk to most females because they always find a way to really piss me off. Which makes me not talk to them again.

- Anger managment issues....Being part kiwi I think is the cause :P

- I hate people trying to get to know me, being all huggy and kissy. Unless your in my family or literally a part of my life fuck off.

- I confuse too many people in too many ways.

I forgot one...

- Im just a tad over protective of cheebs too. Its not that bad. Just enough to notice im doing it.

i don't like people

(we are vastly overated as a species)

I have too many flaws to list and I am working on all of them.
One is trying not to rant on this thread.....oh well,maybe tomorrow....


What kinda pisses me off though,is if you all can see your flaws yet do nothing about it?
Should I give kudoes to the fact that you see it?
Fuck no,do something about,then you deserve every kindness the world has to offer.
I live with too many fucking ppl like this and I have had it-some people just need to wake the fuck up and take some goddamn responsiblity for their sorry ass.

That has to be one of my biggest pet peeves.
What I see is:
When most ppl I encounter are the biggest jackasses on the planet but then turn around and become judgemental about other people-you know what? Fix your own shit first and once your PERFECT,you can totally reem everyone else.
I find most ppl to behave like complete assholes and then not care to make anything better or care what they said hurt someone and not see how much MORE they could have in life if they just stopped being such complete dickheads.


Words are powerful.
A smile and a kind word can change much more than you realize....

And so does being an asshole,it's like an infection.

Someone wakes up in the morning after being treated like shit the day before and acts like a dick to the next person because they think 'if I feel bad-everyone else will too" and then the person they were mean too reacts and takes it out on someone else-and so begins this fucking virus of hate.

I'm done,this whole thing makes me so mad I could vomit.

you are a wonderful person...with alot of issues to put it in a since

What's a since?
and as far as me having issues...YEP:D

never mind the since thing

don't we all have issues:D ;)

A little too critical, maybe?
Especially from someone who acknowledges having flaws themselves...I think most Everyone up in here with balls enough to HONESTLY self analyse, and recognise that which they consider an issue is "working on" their flaws...if recognition thereof isn't a first step, I don't know what is.

Recognition is very good.
I am just saying it's not enough.
Not when people walk around like the world revolves around themselves-it's not fair.
Too critical? Not really,I am about the most unjudgemental person you will ever meet.
I am just fed up with trying to get thru a day without getting angry because of simple curtisey(sp?)
I can't drive down the road without someone either tailgating or almost getting hit because some yahoo is on their cell.
I get no customer service at stores,because most people hate their job and a customer is the enemy.
I can't get a phone call returned because most secretary's are on break for 4 hours-I can't find information because some dumbass doesn't know how to file fucking paperwork.
And the list goes on.
How much should I have to take??
I don't think I SHOULD HAVE TOO,and I don't think it's too much to ask that people be considerate.

Too crititcal? I think it's about time someone said SOMETHING about it.
I know here in my town it's is completely out of hand and getting worse.

You speak in riddles, old man.