I'm depressed but not because of that, now. I'm just depressed that my life is so boring and that I'm poor and can't afford to do anything I want.
But I try to see things kinda the way you do. Almost all the people I went to school with, who didn't like me(which was everyone. haha) are on drugs now. My ex-best friend(when I was a kid) has even been in jail. :rolleyes: And alot of the people who used to call me fat, are now fatter than me! :D

That's what I was thinking as well....

hehe...for the record i am a depressive fool, i had a shitty childhood, but im far from unhappy, but i can admitt to being pissed of...in general i guess, and at world.

Yeah, I don't really get depressed anymore, I'm just permanently pissed off.

Yeah im thinking im going down that road. I just registered and this one douche bag called me and my friend "dirtballs" i dont know how because i cant stand one day without a shower and brushing my teeth and he was a fat guy with a flat top :rolleyes:

Do whatever you can to avoid this road. Being full of hatred and rage all the time is exhausting and leads to nothing but problems. The only reason I'm like this is because when I was about 14 years old, I decided that I was going to try to turn my depression into anger. At least I'd be more functional that way. I was wrong. It just makes your life 10 times more complicated, and it distances you from the ones you love and any possible romances you may end up having.

Very True. I am usually not an angry guy unless they make fun of or "hit" on someone i love then i go balistic. But other than that i am a very calm guy most of the time. But hell if i have to get into fights, you gotta do what ya gotta do. But no one around here does anything. When they come face to face with you they wont do shit. But when their in a car and can get away they call you names and so fourth. Oh well fuck those fucks.

Let it build up long enough, and you'll be like me. I have homicidal thoughts about my boss, my parents, my grandparents, pretty much everyone I know. Nothing that I would ever act on (I hope), but it makes it hard to work with someone when you're thinking "I want to poke your eyes out with my pen and make you eat them".

Heh... I'm a little fucked up.

Yeah i do have some thoughts like that, but i would never follow through on them. I often day dream of beating the shit outta people with brass knucks. But i have a shitload of protection next year in school :cool: