I can't tell whether some people are kidding or not. :p

Well anyways, sorry for getting so defensive ;)

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yay there is my midnight snack :p

Re: Re: Re: Re: What brand do you smoke?
 

Your right, it would be much better if I hid back in the closet and lived in denial for the rest of my life both online and off :p :rolleyes:

you wish. Only the ladies can snack on my big spicy beef dong

hmmm I never heard anyone call it that before :p

I'm inclined to ask why is it spicy? :eek:

ya know, I'm not sure. It's either the veins or the sweat, but I don't really know

I don't really whine about it, just acknowledge it for the problem that it is...it's just my perspective. If you think what I'm saying is wrong, YOU are. If you think what I'm saying is without good cause, that's because your perspective on the matter is biased the other way. I guess at least I can say that for the majority of the time, my minds not clouded by a substance that allegedly alters my state of mind, however "mildly". Clear, calm thoughts come to me naturally...I sympathise if they don't for you.
As for cars...well, personally I own a Giant mountainbike...takes my everyplace I need to go in general. If you're talking about great distances, as I've said, I take a train...however, I'm not completely again cars (perhaps people using them so much out of laziness, which would roughly equate to my standard views about moderation), ONE car can take multiple people places, and, well...cars actually DO something useful for a lot of people. Also, at least ways are being worked upon to make the emissions from cars less damaging to people and the environment all the time...it would be nice if such initiatives were put in place to reduce smoker emissions...Either way, I don't really think you can compare the two...it's a useful invention vs a selfish habit...

If THAT'S your only reason...that's really sad man...was that why they were ok with you doing it? See? Selfish and irresponsible people smoke...there you have it.

That there's a little bullshit mixed with denial. You have an image of yourself not smoking, and you think that's how it ought to be...but, you don't really wanna stop, those that do want to stop, achieve as such. It's about removing temptation from yourself (hmmmm....maybe, stop buying/accepting them?) and in some cases, removing yourself from temptation, which in itse;f is a challenge, as you may have to think about your lifestyle in general, activities, where you go, what you do...etc... as I said, it's a challenge, but it's not impossible - I don't think anybody in the world can rightfull say they CAN'T stop.

I truly understand what you're saying...However, I HAVE tried and the withdrawals (nausea, irritability, nervousness, migraines, sleeplessness) are just too much for me right now...I don't have time to be incapacitated like that...Maybe when the kids are grown and gone, and I can curl up in a ball in a dark corner for a couple of weeks till it passes....

As much as I dislike smoking, I dislike the agony of the quitting process more...


On a side note: I don't allow ANYONE to smoke around my kids...I keep my addiction to myself...My kids will NEVER smoke, because even they know how much I hate it and how difficult it is to stop...If nothing else, I can be an example to them this way...

My psychiatrist recomends that I wait for a very stable point in my life, because quitting immediately could cause a serious drop or rise in mood. My plan is to get rid of this really bad ear infection. When my doctor gives me the all clear to resume swimming, the cigs are gone, because I'm going to couple swimming with water aerobics. I need my lungs for this. I feel like I can, because I'm still relatively young, erase a bit of the damage that I've caused. However, I certainly can rebuild a lot of my lung strength.

It's hard as absolute hell to quit smoking, but I mean to do it. I hate smoking, but nicotine is so highly physcially addictive, and the cigs themselves are so high psychologically addictive. However, this little Witch want's to be rid of the habbit once and for all, so I figure being in top form for swimming, and exercize is a great incentive to quit.