LMAO :D

I think about suicide alot...but I don't think I could actually do it. :o

when you're 90 and dying of incurable cancer .. then think about it ...

when you are a kid with a lifetime of experiences and chances to change the situation you are in now ahead of you.. thinking about it is a waste of energy.

try thinking about what it would take for you not to bother thinking about it anymore.

Yeah that is true, but sometimes stuff happens and you do start thinking about it.

You have probably heard this before, but things do get better the older you get. You know yourself better, you know the kind of people you want to have for friends and only give your time to those good people, you discover a bigger world other than high school etc.

Oh, I have heard it before...I'm just impatiently waiting to see some damn results!

:D

I felt alot like doing this when i was younger. infact i tryed but as usall I couldn't even do that right!! now i still get badly depressed but killing myself is no longer an option. just wishing the shit would stop!! You feel like just one more thing is gonna shove you over the edge. I am having a hard time right now. I cryed most of the night. I want things to be better but it all seems to big.

When you look at whats going on in the world now [ tsunami's, Iraq ] our little problems seem trivial. Sometimes you have to stand back and look at the BIG picture. Thing always seem to work themselves out.

The thought of suicide has never crossed my mind. Life is to precious and to short as it is.

I feel like i am two people half of me wants my life to stop and the other half would shit if it did!! So you see I AM TRAPPED!! No way out!!

i always figured no matter how much shit got thown at me i could handle it .. either weather it or bide my time until i could change it.
So far i was right ..

i went through a shitty loveless childhood,
being so broke i lived off of change i found (on peoples desks) on the nightshift of my shitty job - for 2 years ..
I weathered bosses that gave me ulcers, bad relationships i stck with, and a failed marriage that was called off while we were adopting a child from China.

i'm not going to mention the trivial things like a car being totalled 3 days after replacing a blown engine, failed furnaces or any other major financial setbacks that seem like they are going to kill you at the time
Shit happens as long as you are alive ... sometimes the balance is on the bad side .. the trick is to stay alive long enough to see the balance swing your way.
sometimes it just happens, sometimes the responsibility is on you to be strong enough to do something about it.

that being said ... if the problem is chemical/hormonal, etc ... its pretty hard for the rest of us to identify with it ...nothing i said above will apply.
Medication is probably the only answer.

I agree 100%.


Medication....and coming on this forum to vent , laugh, or just bullshit with people with common interest.






and beer