:( I like emo....


and blonde, I hope you friend is okay...:confused:

tonight.
uh its gonna happen tonight.
11.45-ish. in NZ time.
about 8 hours away.
too much alcohol and weed, its gonna slow his heart, and then its gonna stop.

its so hard to believe.
i dont want it to be true.
but he doesnt want to do anything to stop it, and i know he could.


oh and fluffho, i didnt really expect you to understand or believe me or anything.

so basically it's a self-fulfilling prophecy. That's not a premonition, that's him commiting suicide, albeit in a bit of a roundabout way

so it would seem.

but he has said before that "suicide is a cowards escape"

i dont know

now i feel...worse i guess.

well then this is his way of weasiling around that. He said suicide is cowardly, but now he wants to do it so he comes up with a half-assed "premonition", and since they've all been "right" before, he says he shouldn't bother and just "lets himself die"

blonde your friend is attention seeking nut case. and you're not much better for believing that shit

well.....

fuck.

i hope that youre not right.

he does want to die though.

he could prevent it.

but he wont.

all i can hope is that it doesnt work.

wether this is suicide or just plain death.

what the fuck would you know?
you dont fucking know him.
fuck off.
i hate you so much.
you have no fuckin right to say that.
he is not a nut case.
he is a real person, with real qualities, which i am going to miss greatly.

fuck the fuck off.

well iwas tired so iwent and had a little nap. and low and behold ihad a premonition, and in it i forsee, you coming in here sometime tomorrow and posting a post about your friends untimely death. i also dreamed that he will die in a way that can't be dimissed as suicide. and in my dream you got a lot of awwwwww and o im so sorry's and you must be so upset let me consul yous.

OMG! Tink! I just read this thread! ........I really think you just need to be a friend and be there for this guy..............but it is not a premonition..........sounds more like a plan!

Don't worry too much! I'm sure it will all turn out ok! These things are usually crys for attention..........been there myself! He knows you care, and if he wanted it to happen ....really........well he would not have told you!

Take care! Here for you bud!:)