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04-02-2016 04:21 PM |
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Originally Posted by Sculpt
(Post 1011860)
Ah, I see. I was the good type of idiot. What ya get a degree in? And what was wrong with dating you BF's brother? Ya have to try to see if two people are compatible. Youre all adults now.
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Visual Design. I can sell my soul to advertising companies designing logos if I wanted to. I didn't realize at the time that the degree I was going for didn't have good business opportunities. And I refuse to do something so soul sucking.
Long story short; he was an idiot, I wanted to kill him, and it just made hanging out with his family really awkward.
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Originally Posted by Chevalier
(Post 1012002)
I would go back to a 16 to 19 year old me, and tell him that eleven years from then that he would be asking the girl that he met that he would be asking her to marry her, and the demons from his past will catch up with him. Maybe she won't, because she needs time.
I would tell him that his lies aren't building him a palace and are tearing everything down.
I would tell him that being mad at the world for being crippled in a car accident wasn't going to give him any comfort, and to tell him that the amphetamines that he's secretly taking will do nothing except screw up every relationship that he has. Yes, he will be able to rebuild but the costs to do so down the road will be to much.
I would tell him that his dreams can come true. That no matter how much his father runs him down that he can pursue that engineering and mathematics degree that he wants, and that nothing is stopping him but himself and the opinions of people that can't bring themselves to love him. His whole life will hurt from leaving college, and it wouldn't be anyone else fault but his.
Sorry, that's way to personal, but that's what's on my mind tonight.
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Damn I feel like a future you is talking to a present me. (Currently having issues with wanting to go back to school but I'm the type who depends on other people's opinion of me and it's messing up my confidence.) |
