AIM sux...AOL is like a virus

Everyone I know uses Yahoo

Just sayin'

Speaking of which.

GET ONLINE

Can't Babe...Gotta get back to Reaper...I'm still on season one...I've got 4 more episodes, then on to season 2...I'll catch you when I get caught up :)

You're 14, dont worry, you have plenty of time to develope all kids of issues. :)



Personally, I have an addictive personality. i have purposely avoided certain things in my life knowing i would probably do them to excess and kill myself. I used to go through a 6 pack every other day, more on weekends. God help me if i had a bottle of liquor in the house. New Years eve 2000 I drank 2/3 a 1.75 Liter bottle of stoli in less than an hour...


When I smoked, i would help ,y roommate pay for ciggarettes and bum them off of him because the occaisions I bough tmy own pack, I went from a 2-3 smoke a day person to a pack plus. (A BIG part of the reason I quit)


I have had video game days where i would spend 20+ hours playing. Fast food is a horrible addiciton for me.


Aside from that, I am a complete asshole if i dont get enough sleep. I have some late-life abandonment issues because of the bullshit my family pulled; I have a hard time letting people in as a aresult and dont have any friends, and have a habit of pushing those close to me away (caused some issues in the marriage)

Yeh! Maybe I'll have one of those fun addictions, like women!



I know a few people with addictive personalities.

Sounds like you've got it under control, which is great.

I thought about taking a break so I decided to come and edit options to have email sent to me when or if I get any PM's. I saw this thread and couldn't help myself...

I have several things wrong with me:

Low self-esteem
Social anxiety
I'm impatient and full of anger.
Major Depressive Disorder
Some OCD traits
Fear of the unknown
Dysfunctional family
Not too good at making friends
Alcoholism (I've been sober since March 15th.)
Fear of abandonment
Taking my frustrations out on other people and not realizing until it's too late that I've hurt others who also have problems.
Having high expectations of others when I can't live up to those expectations myself
Being too judgmental
I'm not able to accept my looks, age, and many other things.
Losing my ability to think clearly, i.e. memory loss, confusion, and not sleeping and eating enough to be healthy
Living in the past and beating myself up for things I can't change
I'm too sensitive
Trouble making decisions
I'm not a perfectionist like everyone else in my family so I've never been able to please anyone and sometimes I blame them for my failures and pain.

I'm sure there are plenty more things that I have wrong but I can't think of them at this time.

The only redeeming qualities I have are my compassion for others and animals. I love my son.

Sometimes I forget that I can't possibly be a terrible person entirely.

I have rapid cycling bipolar, mild OCD and Sensory Integration Disorder.

Yeah,I remember I pmed you awhile ago about that.




I hope everyone gets through their problems..Also try and relax,try and supress your racing thoughts,if possible.

I'm um......a bit vertically challenged. I'm coping day by day

I have issues with humanity
as in I actually expect them to act human

It's been a serious handicap from the moment I discovered life was unsafe at age 2.
I'm learning to cope one day at a time