Re: Re: A theory of mine
 

at the moment, its a lazy ass saturday and i dont feel like going out or doing anything. I just need a night of kicking back.

I have a creative bug, and i feel like expressing myself via some kind of art, but im experiencing a case of "writers block", so im sittng home ..drinking a few beers, and seeing where that takes me..

So..to reboot this topic...my question to u is.

have u ever felt like your full of emotion, and you want to somehow express it, but your just kind of stuck? so you sit back..listen to music and just think to yourself....knowing tha tif you could express what your feeling (whether through poetry,painting,music,etc) youd feel much better. I dont mean that what u feel is bad, but your thoughts are racing, and it would be nice to just manifest them into a solid.

I know what you mean. I write and it has always been the perfect outlet for me when I am experiencing emotional overload. It is helpful in getting my head straight, making me see my situtation more clearly. I have also found that when I am at my angriest, or at my saddest, I am also at my most creative.

Jenna-yep,I used to be the most creative if wound up over anything,or if I needed to cry.
I can't paint anymore
or write
I have taken 4 rolls of film-every single picture-pure dogpoo.

SKOOOOOFFFFF!!!-
I wish I had my outlets these days.I have all this emotion and it comes out all wrong because I try to verbalize it or write something on this horror forum.
This is really pathetic but now that I seem to have noway to express thru art ,I go to the gym and focus all my anger into pushing myself...it never works.I am just tired.

I scream at random people on the street, seems to help. :)

I honestly don't know what I would do if I couldn't write anymore.
I think everyone needs that outlet, that one way of letting all the pent up emotion flow out of them.
Question.....do you tend to bottle up your emotions? Do you push your anger down rather than talking about it with the people close to you? Because I have that problem, I tend to try to make everyone happy but myself and that usually means ignoring what I need to move past my more negative emotions.

I talk all the time to everybody about everything,but not usually about what going on in my head....I have attempted before and I started noticing the person's head start to do that dog head twist when it hears something it doesn't understand-and I almost heard them audibly go 'mmmerrrr?'
I think the screaming thing Murderdoll was saying might work-even if it doesn't-it seems like fun!

LMAO....yeah, I guess I see what you mean. I don't often talk to people about what is going on inside my head either. Way too scary. :eek: :p

I just noticed there's a full moon.Skooooofff has to think of some good ponderings on that one!

...And by the way...thank you...;) :p

So what, you are thanking me on behalf of everyone for not sharing what is going on in my head? That is so wrong. :( :p

Ponderings on a full moon, eh? I have none myself at the moment. Oh but I meant to mention before, screaming at random people on the street does sound like fun and like it may actually be the answer to my problems with expressing oppressed rage myself.