I'm a bit late to jump in on this one...but all the same, let's assume you're still alive.
You're my friend, but I'm not about to sugar coat this.
You say you care about your kids, and I can see that...but if you do any harm to yourself, not to mention KILLING yourself...it's gonna fuck with their heads BIGTIME, and I think that in the longrun, they'd fucking hate you for it.
Not the best way to go out.
So whatever this is, get over it...sort WHATEVER this thing is out, let your life play out how it's gonna right now, and if there's any bullshit, strive to get around it and you'll be better for it.

- B.

i would have to agree. sounds like yuo need a lot more than just some kind words from internet folk. thats why psychologists are here. they dont get Phd's, read all them books and sit in all those session and take workshops for nothing.

oh. and let me add. get rid of that gun. and dont nobody come in here takling about 'oh wow she needs it to protect her kids' cuz look where its at now?

of all the people with guns in their households, it ends up causing more problems than helping.

that and fact of the matter is, even if you DO want to protect your kids, you know as well as probably many other people know that YOU are NOT at all in your right mind to be having that thing anywhere NEAR you................

lock it up. separate the gun from the ammo.. do SOMETHING......

Dont think of things like that AMK jeez you sound like a teenager

i never knew your name was stacy

Anyone heard from Stacy since she posted this?

i dont believe so

I saw she was on the site a few hours ago and sent her a p/m but got no reply......:confused:

Signs of life, eh? That´s always something..

Is it time we get a new mod?