the idea that a man could actually get off by having his children touch him in a sexual manner, or a father that would put his penis into his childs body. how horrible and disgusting. What makes a person that way? Things like that make me think of sex as a curse and love a madness. Do people really mistake their love for their children as a sexual kind of love? I mean, it is either that or its some sick twisted issue in their id forcing its way out. You know I really don't know where it comes from, I dont think I could ever understand it. Dying children is one thing, but torturing children is fucking unfair.
Im kinda crying now, and Im gonna sleep.
Later

I've never seen it before and I'm seriously trying to wonder why it's called Happiness after reading this post.

That's my whole issue. I've always wanted to understand why, if i could then maybe it would help me protect my children better.

I do know one thing, it has fuck all to do with showing "love" for them. From what i gather it either has to do with this "being the first" and/or the meer fact it's the innocence of the child and that they have no concept. Or they are actually physically attracted by them.

Who the fuck knows. What i do know is at the age of 2 my daughter knew that those worn't good touches and to tell mommy if they ever happened. How fucked is that. Nice shit pile world we live in.

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It's a reality check. No matter what kind of life you have, you're never really truly happy. I guess.

oooo I get it, it's a good thing us young people have ol..I mean wiser people like you to explain stuff.:D

You just called me ma'm in a round about way, kind a thing lol. How old are ya anyway?

you aren't old enough to be called m'am, you certainly don't look old.

Lol well thx. I'm kind of excited to turn 30 though. Then i'll be offically old enough to be the older woman:cool:

they say its a power/control thing .. i cant imagine what a pathetic piece of shit someone would be to need to destroy a childs life for the feeling of 'power'

or they are pathetic and small in other ways and they feel like they can only be the 'big man' with a small child.

either way i could happily kill each and every one of them with my bare hands and sleep like a baby at night.