Haha, every day of my life? Yeah. Either way, maybe you should check The what song are you listening to thread. This one's for you >=)

I wouldn't mind having that stuff..just don't add aim tunes and games. Aim's cool. I love it.

That lyric mostly makes me think that I'm pregnant or something. Thaaanks

Heh Heh Heh.... You might be. It was great seeing you the other day...

Don't I know it ;) Hey hunny, come over and fix stupid AIM.

In America, we call my type a 'functioning alcoholic.' Basically, I pay my bills, never miss work, am good to my friends and family, but drink too much for the American standard.

Yes, I drink every day. I really don't pay much attention to what people say about it anymore.

As I've gotten older, I've grown out of most of my problems. I'm still a little OCD, but not as bad as I used to be. I was one of those people who had to check everything three or for times before I left the house for work. My morning used to go like this.

Did I put on deodorant?
Do I have my wallet?
Shit, what am I forgetting?
Do I have my work badge?
Did I eat breakfast?
Are the cats fed?
*checks clock* 12 minutes til bus comes...

Wait, do I have my wallet? Better open it and see if my debit card is there...
Keys! Fuck do I have the house keys? Oh wait, they're attached to my wallet chain
Shit, where's my work badge? Back pocket, cool. Better put it around my neck so I won't forget I have it.
Shit, did I put on deodorant?
Wait, I should probably check the bus schedule again to make ABSOLUTE sure I know exactly what time it's coming?
Do I have a few dollars for the vending machine? Fuck, that reminds me, I have my wallet, right?
Shit, there's the cat. Did I feed her?
*checks phone* 5 minutes til bus comes...maybe I should check the schedule again.

*Leaves House*
I should probably check to see if I locked the door...
Fuck, I really need to get to the bus stop

*runs to stop*
Did I leave the coffee pot on?
Shit, I hope I didn't throw my cigarette on some dry leaves.
Did I remember to check a second time to make SURE I locked the door?

I've really calmed down a lot. Most of the shit developed from trying to be perfect in every way. I developed the obsession myself, and time took care of it. Since I've realized I'm allowed to fuck up just like everyone else, I have a lot more peace of mind.

I'm still probably a little too hard on myself when I do fuck up, but the crazy ass panic OCD syndrome has gone away almost completely.

Hah. I would if I could kiddo :(

Got it working! turns out firefox hate aim. lol how do i keep dashboard from popping up?

Flayed: I totally get what you mean. I almost miss my bus every morning checking to make sure I have everything I need for school. I don't get to sleep every night making sure I have all my work done for the next day. I was in the habit of making a list at night of what I need to do in the morning and giving myself a schedule of how much time I get for each thing. That didn't work well because I would stay up so late every night double and triple checking that everything was on the list, then revising my time limits for each. Problem is, I can't take anything off that list, like not blow drying my hair, just cause I am in the habit of doing it all in that certain order.

I also do weird shit like eat things in specific orders. When I eat a meal I eat vegetables, the potatoes etc. which is so time consuming that I force myself to mix up my plate before I eat. I also eat chips and stuff from smallest to largest, and popcorn is tricky to explain.

I get in these strange moods where I have to do things in multiples of three, or cant stop doing something until I've done it a multiple of 3 times after I catch myself repeating an action.

I think custom settings or just close that window.

I don't have much wrong.

I'm incredibly short
I have violent tendencies
I have a fear of losing things.