Rayne, I think it's because women are tidy, although I've heard poison isn't all that tidy..... It's also our innate creative desire to go out beautifully. (No matter how tom-boy we may be).

Creeper, I'd have to go to sleep listening to Floyd. You hit that one the head....Floyd or ....no....I can't say it.

i was stupid
 

i actually tried to kill myself once...

i tried to kill myself by overdosing on pills, mixed with alcohol. I was lucky that my roommate found me, and had me rushed to the ER. I was there for about 3 days. what was really horrible is that i was rushed to the ER where my dad was working at the time. it's the only time i've ever seen my dad cry...

:( i know now how much i would have been missed if i had been successfull.

I can honestly say not a day goes by i havent thought about suicide or the option of killing myself. So much so that i know for a fact how i would do it (slit my wrist upwards, not sideways, harder to stich and opens your viens up more).

I write songs about it to get out the emotions, but the thoughts linger sometimes. Its hard when your only way of dealing with anything is music and nobody hears it.

Whatever, i sound like i want sympathy, and i dont so somebody else post below me so we can get on with it.

Arioch, you better be okay. None of this. You're too important.

Damnit, now I'mma haffa sing Kumbayah....or however you spell that fuckin' song.


....Actually....I don't know it.

id go out guns blazing, swords gleaming in the night, take out a few of the local dealers and druglords and gangbangers... theyd proababley kill me off fast but at least i got a reason to like myself right?

Hell ya.. I am with you on that...

"war is what the people roar
we can gather just as fast as they can."

was hoping youd say something like that

I have come here to the goblin city to take back what you have stolen, for my will is as strong as yours and my kingdom as great." oooooooh shit this is labrynth.. LMAO

"He appears from the mists of a dismal lake
and the sky crumbles as he flies through the dimensions alone
The night has laid a cape on his shoulders
and with a grin on his face he attacks with his loyal soldiers"