Whoa....sounds like you should take a break for a while....good relationships usually fall in your lap when you aren't looking....
18? Really?:eek:

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Religion has always been a source of distress for me over the years. I've had friends, and girlfriends who did not approve of what I choose to believe or choose not to.

The fact is, it's a personal thing. I would rather not have anyone know too much about what I believe, that only gives them the power to lump me with people I have nothing in common with. Only a select few really know about me and thats really how it should be.

Rayne knows everything there is to know about me but as far as her religious views, I know very little about where she stands and to be honest I don't care. Religion is not something that should make or break a relationship.

Anyone who holds that much stock in an "IDEA" isn't someone to be with, plain and simple.

I am a religious person. I am a Christian, and I'm not going to change that. I really try not to be judgmental of people that don't believe the same things that I do, and I try not to force my beliefs on others. Only one time did I freak out on someone because of religion. My friend is a catholic whose dad is terminally ill, and (the dad) is a priest. One night we got reeeeeally drunk and my friend started saying he didn't believe in God. I thought this was just ridiculous. He didn't believe in God anymore because his priest dad was dying. For some reason, that personally offended me and we got in a yelling, crying argument about it.

If we would have been dating, we would have broken up because of religion that night. But what your girl did to you is kind of extreme....

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Church always seemed unnecessary to me too. As long as I'm practicing my religion on my own time, God should be fine with that. right?

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I have given up on god.He is an ass...Now,i dont know what the hell i am.But its not religous.I feel tons better too.

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Because,I looked back on my life and realized that it fucking sucked,but with god it was suppossed to be better.But,I was with him for a long time and nothing changed...so i said fuck it.