Blood kinda freaked me out too when I was younger..but now its pretty much the center of school and work.

i guess i have alot of issues but i kinda enjoy seeing my own blood. Not in a sadistic kill people kinda way, seeing others in pain makes me want to do anything i can to help, especially emotional pain.But when i happen to cut myself or something and blood flows it kinda reminds me im alive, of all the mulscle tissue organs blood inside me, all working together like a living machine. I dont know its crazy. But it makes me feal alot more human than the daily routine i go through does.

Wow that sounds really crazy now that i read it lol

I know the feeling, everytime when I bleed I just press beneath the wound to make it bleed a bit harder, I get fascinated by the colour, the way it turns solid when in contact with air

Im no killer or anything though, just it fascinates me, how we keep walking with all those organs and stuff