I wish I would've taken my english teacher up on her offer to help out with my writing when i was 15. She gave our class an assignment to write a story about anything we wanted and of course I choose horror, anyway she said i was talented and she would work with me on it but I was all into football at the time and I was pretty good and I loved getting praise for knocking people on their ass(LB) so I just concentrated on that but trust me if i knew I'd be 5'8 and run a 4.4 i would've taken her offer.

I wouldn't even know where to begin.....I don't know if I'd change anything....The outcome of hard times and/or mistakes determines what a person becomes......They either learn and grow from them or make them over and over again and repeat them......I've always learned from mine.....

I agree with what Death By Jello said. But sometimes I wish I could have changed some of the relationships I was in.

I wish I could almost everything in my life over from about age 14. If I'd actually went to school, and went to live with my Grandparents I would be in a much better place then I am now. I know I'm only 21, but sometimes I feel like I can't change anything now. I just feel like it's too late and I'm stuck with all the bad decisions I made. Or maybe I'm just lazy and need some modivation.:rolleyes:

you're 21 that's when you start your life not decide that it's over.my mom is 40 and she's going back to college to finish what i rudely interrupted, if she can do it so can you.

Thanks for the modivation. I'll get there one day soon I hope, I just need to get out of this rutt first.

^^^ if ur talking 14 sounds like u dropped out of high school? why not just get ur GED i dont thikn that would be too bad...?

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I'm working on that now actually. Studying here and there. It costs $50 , I gotta come up with it. I live alone so I'm poor:(

aww $50 isnt too bad. are you working? how about maybe save up a buncha money, then do ur GED stuff?

that way u know, could have some piece of mind. even just readin regular books owuld help too, and watching little things on discovery channel or those national geographics..

Hahaha, I'm plenty smart enough to do it. I just need to get unlazy and put off a bill or two to get it done. I work, I've been at the same crappy job for 6 years now.