I'm sending you comforting vibes..hold her tight.

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Thanks fer that Dbeat ....

Yeah Bloof we been keepin' under our hat fer some time. I'm just in a state of shock. It's tragic...the grief and sorrow are makin' it difficult to function...however I feel as if my senses are being sharpened by this experience.

Friends and family are comin' thru..so that helps me. Listenin' to blues and havin' others around helps ease some of the pressure..

I tried to the best of my ability to explain the tragedy of life to my son. We have always had an open honest family relationship. He's 12.

I appreciate the support y'all.

DBT, hang in there brother!

Does anyone know where to find the M Lady tapes online

You know what..it is tragic. I wish each of us could carry some of the pain for you and your boy. Good friends are a blessing alright.

Mrs. DBT has passed thru veil to the other side...

Been goin' thru stuff and came up on these haikus she wrote fer me a coupla years ago...I am breaking.

Oh great shambling mound
composting as you eat us
Bring us both to ground


Flesh falls and rots here
trembling praises we sing to you
Will you eat quickly?

I am so sorry brother. I wish I knew what to say but you don't need words, you need time and peace. Focus on you and stay strong!

I guess she was a D&D player, referencing the shambling mound. Very nice haikus. Praying for your peace.

Real sorry about that. Different reality now I expect. We're here when you need us.

I'm so very sorry. We're here if you need to vent and rage.

So this morning I went to the front office to drop off a letter to mail out since they don't have an outbox on the property. I usually just go in and hand it to someone and done. Today there a black guy and woman working with no one at their desks but there was another black guy and lady, not together waiting to talk to someone about leasing. The woman working greeted me and I went to hand her the letter and she told me there are people in front of me. I said I just needed to give them a letter but they both ignored me. About 5 minutes later the workers were just making small talk not even related to apartments until an older white employee walked in and the female employee immediately drops her conversation with the client and walks over to me with a huge fake grin and sits next to me and I give her the letter and left. Racist cunt...

Sorry you had to wait so long just to drop off a letter. All she had to do was take your letter and say she'll mail it. Sometimes people get it in their head they need to take people in turn regardless of what the need is.

But beyond that, you don't really know why she made that choice. Maybe she was merely obeying cosmic forces that wanted you to stay there 5 mins... something you were supposed to see, or hear, or experience... or maybe just a break in the new routine, a chance to take a deep breathe... or maybe if you had left right away it would have lead to something pretty darn bad happening to you... or maybe not. We'll never know. It's one of those "Maybe so's"… maybe it will lead to something good in present, or something bad in the present, or something good in the future.




Well, I don't doubt your powers of human perception, but you'll forgive me if I doubt your ability of telepathy (reading minds). I wouldn't assume she didn't take your letter because she hate's white people. I mean, that's quite a jump of a conclusion isn't it, considering so maybe possibilities? Especially the thought that there was only one reason she made that choice, when it was surely a whole list of things that happened, hours, days, and even years in advance, that lead to that choice. She's just a person that we conclude should have made a better choice.

I apologize sculpt. I was having a shity day yesterday and I didn't mean to come off as a smartass last night. I wasn't really feeling the best yesterday as is And I guess I was just aggravated. maybe what the lady was doing was it racially driven, maybe it was just a coincidence that two black people chose to help to other black people with something that would take a long time as opposed to just taking a letter from a white two black people chose to help to other black people with something that would take a long time as opposed to just taking a letter from a white guy and then when another white employee, older and possibly with more Merit or a higher standing position walks in and suddenly she remembers I'm not only in the room but she needs to stop what she's doing and walk over to me and immediately act like she's a hooker trying to butter me up to take her in the back and give her the old and have them and hang out or something. Maybe I'm just looking into it too much but I do know racism on both fronts is very alive and very well in Las Vegas. I mean myself and several others jaywalk in front of the building to cross the road to 711 rather than walking to the red light and taking the crosswalk because it's just faster and easier when there isn't a lot of traffic and I have done it in front of plenty of cops and only one of them yelled at me and told me to use the crosswalk. I saw a an older black lady get stopped once by two white cops for jaywalking and they had her down over the hood and everything ready to take her to jail but at the last minute they decided not to. I try to see everyone as equals and I do know that there are good and bad of both races but I do know that considering that I am not a racist it bothers the hell out of me when people, mainly black people, judge me for the color of my skin. I mean I hate that the things happened to them that did But continuing racism is not going to change anything more than how much faster the human race goes extinct. I mean Humanity really makes me sick. I could go on and on about the way people treat others, especially those they don't know like going as far as ruining a relationship because sadism is the only way you can get an erection but everyone gets the idea. as long as we are able to act on her own free will there will always be hate because some people just can't make it through the day without projecting what a shit like they have on everyone they come into contact with.

P.s. I'm using my phone on here for the first time since I can use my voice for text so if autocorrect went awry and I missed it I apologize in advance.

Customers always comes first, all employers/employees should know that. If they don’t it pisses me off, especially if they work in the store I work in.

it's just the way she reacted when the older white Superior came in the office is what Made me feel like she knew exactly what she was doing especially since when she told me to have a seat I said loud enough for her and the other guy working in there to hear me say that I just needed to hand them a letter and considering they were talking to these people like they knew them personally and not even hardly discussing business combined with the fact that when she came over to me she had the demeanor of a hooker trying to proposition her client, which are a dime-a-dozen out here so shes probably sucked some dick for cash at some point. Yeah, if she can be racist I can be presumptuous...

It dosen’t have something to do about racism, just terrible customer service. You should send them an email.

In the email mention trustpilot. All firms has respect/fear of trustpilot.

I have actually filed a few complaints here and even posted a review online which was conveniently removed. I'll probably move further down by the strip when my lease is up.

wow... So the plot thickens. The swimming pool and hot tub are supposed to open at 10 a.m. every morning although sometimes it takes later than that depending on how slow the cleaners are and what they need to do inside the pool area. The gym is right next to the pool so I went there first for my morning workout around 11 and then when I was done I walked over to the pool where the gate which is usually locked when they are working, was open and so I went in and got in the hot tub because I'm weird and like hot water in 110 degree Mojave Desert weather like that but as I'm sitting there chilling this lady who works maintenance starts yelling at me telling me the pool isn't open. now when I walked in I didn't think anything of it. There was one maintenance guy in there but he wasn't doing anything and as I was walking in I swore I heard him say open but as I was explaining the situation to the lady who at the time I told she didn't have to be rude, which she was unbearingly rude considering it it was all a mix up, eventually tells me that the guy doesn't speak English and that they were going to be doing some Landscaping in there. She was actually nice enough to apologize for coming off so rudely since it was a misunderstanding but point is people need to mellow out. Marijuana is legal in Nevada now, use it lol

I got ya. I hope you get what I'm saying with my post and the "Maybe So" video. I'm not saying anything about the lady.

One, I'm just saying it's good if you don't let a situation like that change you, and your outlook, for the worse. She, or the situation, pissed you off, and kept you thinking about it for an extended period of time, which technically, is changing you, and for worse. I'm not saying we shouldn't sometimes have righteous indignation -- getting angry about an obvious, usually confirmed intentional, and fairly consequential, injustice... but I think those have a high standard and you carefully pick your battles. Cause, among other things, those stress hormones reek destruction on your body.

Two, like the Maybe So video reminds us, it's usually not beneficial for us label various situations as either dreadfully unfortunate or ecstatically fortunate, because these are small snap shots of a much bigger and constantly changing reality.

In that situation, it may have been more beneficial to you to take that five minutes as an opportunity to take a deep breath and "meditate", take in the wonder of your surroundings, add a positive thought and feeling to the moment. Cause at that exact moment, who the hell knows if that "apparent delay" would be wholly beneficial or detrimental in the extended run? And it goes back to the wisdom of not letting it "piss you off".

Sure hope DBT's doing okay but kinda' thinking he's not. And of course that's to be expected.

I would love to spit roast those that gave me those infractions in the past.

Infractions?

Playing dumb, huh?

He's talking about, as I recall, being banned/suspended from the site. This was years ago, but I think there was some back-and-forth argumentation of some kind. I wasn't involved, so can't say for sure, or recall any details, but maybe MovieLover wants to provide details?

I don't think anyone remembers any details but you, Movie. Feel free to rehash if you like, but that's many miles down the river.

To put it simply, I'd duel the person if I could and see who has the last laugh.

New haircut and new friend.

I have no idea why these pics uploaded sideways

That's my sister Bessie! she ran away from home 2 years ago! No, I don't know, just kidding. Looks like you guys are having a good time. ::wink::

I'm feeling pretty good. I managed to get a PSN card and download three horror games for my PS4 that I really wanted: Siren, Lone Survivor, and Home. ::cool::

Hahaha you caught me. I keep her locked in a dog kennel in my closet. But seriously though, she is a real sweetheart and we became friends when I first moved out here. She has a boyfriend but she and I hit it off really well and she kind of hinted yesterday that if she didn't have a boyfriend maybe something would happen. I'll just have to hang in there because she was also talking about how her and her boyfriend are already fighting and they just got together a few weeks ago. If anything should actually happen romantically I will be sure to probably be dancing around yelling and screaming it at the top of my lungs because this girl is the real deal and she is insanely beautiful And it just seems like this move to Vegas has done wonders for my confidence and self esteem.

Hey I don't judge, every couple is into their own thing. ::wink::

ha! I wish. She and I hit it off really well though yesterday and actually opened up to one another. I'll just be her friend and see what happens.

EDIT: Apparently she broke up with her boyfriend last night...

So the Melvins are coming to vegas in a few weeks. I think I might go.

Your veil shall be the wash of blood
that dims and drowns your eyes...

You'll have for bridesmaids Pain and Death
for vows, you'll jabber blasphemies.

My scaulding flesh will be your gown,
and agony your bridal song.

You both shall be my bread
and senses reeling watch me fed.

O maids prepare her swiftly!

Speedily her loins unlace!

Her tender apps anoint,
and bear unto my seething face!

Excellent poetry. Unabashed power. Mrs. DBT's?

I must admit I don't understand the last line. Did you have any thoughts?

Hey, DBT. Thinking of you.

beware of puzzle boxes
 

I was watching a bit of a Hallmark movie last night, where Candace Cameron Bure's character finds a strange puzzle box.
I thought "Hasn't she seen any of the Hellraiser movies? If you find a strange puzzle box, back slowly away and run."

well I can be a man and admit when I am wrong, and it turns out I was wrong. The girl got back together with her boyfriend and I think it was just some miscommunication issues but I guess that's just an unfortunate drawback in life.

I will say there are a lot of fake people in Las Vegas though. So far I have interacted with only three people in person and one of them turned out to be a thief, well actually two of them did more or less and the other is just an awkward situation now but here's hoping maybe things will go back to normal eventually since she is about the only person in Las Vegas that can cut hair as good as she can and not charge a small fortune for it. All the other Barbers around here all pretty much will give you the exact same haircut. I like my hair. I think it looks a lot better this way than it did when I had it long because it was stringy and I looked kind of like a hippie but with this new hairstyle and the fact that I have dropped the fact that I have dropped a lot of wait and built quite a bit of muscle lately is actually giving me a bit of a confidence boost considering I have spent the better part of my life a developmentally challenged social retard For a lack of a better term.

propts

It is what it is... I cant sleep. I am in the middle of a manic episode after being hit with a few realizations in all of this. I won't really go into details here because I wouldn't want to give any potential sadists reading this any jack-off material but I really could use someone to talk to as pretty much all my facebook friends ignore all my horrendous rants and proclamations. My world has been feeling quite empty lately.