if you do take him for what he's worth and you need a personal chef... I left my resume on the what do you do for a living thread

Thank you SO much for your contribution, Austin.

We´ll send you a check.

:D

I only take cash.

if you know what would make you happy then why arent you

what you think will make you happy, fame/money, is not here now is it. so why not try focusing on something that CAN be accomplished, when yuo yourself stated so many times fame willl most likely never come to you?

and im pretty quiet too. but people who get to know me tend to like me.

like I said, it's impossible to get what I want...or at least feels impossible. you don't know me so you can't possibly know how I feel. One time a guy told me I could be in his movie, and although it was just an independent film, he said he was going to pay me(wasn't a whole lot...but I never expected alot from an independent film), and I was supposed to be one of the main characters. All that time I thought I was going to be in that movie, I was so happy...I thought, Wow, I get to be in a movie...that's my dream. My life is actually starting to get GOOD!... I was so excited and then it turns out the guy was a good liar and eventually stopped talking to me, so I never got my happiness. :o Now I really do know about 3 actors personally. who COULD help me make my dream come true...if only they WOULD do it.


I am still going to make my own movie, though. Whether I'll do any good with it or not, I don't know...but I have to try. The movie business is honestly the only kind of job I can ever see myself having and being happy with.


lucky.

it has very little to do with being lucky

its all in ur head i can guarantee. you cant tell me out of how many people in ur town, neighborhood, school.. etc.. that NO ONE likes u?